Friday, December 31, 2004
11:20 AM
2.58am 1/1/2005!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
yea..nw at huiyun's hse blogging..dey watching dvd..yeps..hmm~ let mi blog wad happened on e last dae of 2004...n i'm glad tt i really enjed myself on tt dae :) morning went back sch earlier wanting to do the dark adaptometry prac,but apparentl sth is wrong wif e connection so nv do..but nvm la,at least went mac makan breakfast b4 going for chris class. aft class yuan beng is went lab wana do patho notes..but den in e end suft net frenster...lols..lab closing at 12 ma..ivan typed bit of stuff inside den went fc2 makan le...very gaoxiao lor when the 4guys have their lunch..haha! szehui karna tricked n lamed by guankai...lalalala~aft tt sh tookbus hm..left mi n e 4guys walked e caterpilliar linkwae..gk going ivan hse..den asked mi wana go or nt? i was like tinking:go for wad? go dere zhuo boh onli..so in e end..wk also nv go..part at je mrt...wk went back cck...den mi n xianghui go jec watch movie 'the fockers' !!! while waiting for e movie to start..we went ice skating ring sit dwn n chat n admire pple skate... :) :) the movie itself is v v v funny! luff till pengs lehz...realised why is it nc16 liaoz..n toking bt this..buy ticks tt time mi n xh requested to show ID...den went in tt time e ticket person ask mi to show my ID...wah lau!!! i reali above 16 le... xh still sae i look like 14yrs old...lame!! aft e movie..chiong hm bath...chiong out again...wait for bus soo long...in e end reach tampiness mall at 6pm...sorry mushrmss!! hehes....went to buy stuff for baking cookies walk walk n makan...saw aunty koreen n shahida at OJ,but dey like kinda bz lor..reach huiyun hse..started wif making cookies..hahas..i dere slacking lor..cus dunoe wad to do ma...so onli 'play play' bit niaz...watch news n pilihuo too....send out my sms at 12am...i call xh,he nt enthu de...scare mi..but den cus his parents zzz le..so yeps...
tok on phone for 2hrs+ wif xh till 2+...hmmm :) den occassionally sh wl n hy dere di-siaoing lor..hahas! but i quite guilty le..tok on phone den nv help dem clear up..paiseh le..hehe..aft putting dwn e phone..go have my bath...drink vodkia..nice leh! hehe..but cant drink much cus stomach nt feeling v gd...yuan beng i thot i wld be e lst one to be piggy..but den the other 3 are alr slping nw le.. hahas...so cutesss! mi still bit awake..lst time toning at fren's hse.mum finallie agreed..so happy!!! but reach hm studying time le...cant slack !! 2tests cuming up soon! must jia yoU!!!
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Thursday, December 30, 2004
6:52 AM
cont'
July..my poly life started..initallie reali feel damn streessed up over tests all this stuff..but this sem learn to take tings in stride le..nt reali stressed up this sem le. formed the mushrms clique wif huiyun sh n weiling!! n the guys like capser n kiatwee..also rox my life man. poly life is great.freedom.wif reali nice n brainy lects. Join CADC whoich i regretted it since i get into project comt althou i met reali nice peeps like desmond n hanwei n sishan. during those fo events..few persons whom i felt lucky to meet are shenglong n shu lin(kor). kor reali add colors to my life wif his lame jokes,laming n muting stuff...n help mi wif sch work lor..listen to my grumbles all this..n thru kor..knew yw..another guy hu has helped mi quite alot too...listening to my rants n sending mi hm.
still rmb in begining of sem1..ivan was e one hu capture my attention,instead of titus or ivan wong lor..lols..okies...kinda bad cus was like always saying huiyun n weikiat tgt,cus dey alwasy wear e same color of clothes le!! :P hee...tinking back of the times in class when szehui was saying bt the pink spagh n pink tube for .....hhaa..qin xing tt kaijian nv withdraw cus he managed to scrape thru the sem exams..
3weeks started since sem2..has been slacking thru out..jia lat! but den reali glad tt i dun feel stress up like sem one le..as wad weiling said..closer to guaikai tt gang of 4 wif tight junctions..hahas.! okies la...4 of dem are nice guys lor. getting all e teasings regarding ivan frm guankai xianghui szehui n huiyun..haha! xianghui is nt as dao as wad i tink afterall lor..he said he may look dao but he's nt..okies. this few nites' chat wif xh...get to knoe him n e other 3pillars better...nice time chatting wif u leh...dun be too stressed up wif sch work kie? hope u get to c this entry oh. =)
yeps...tt's all for yr2004.hope 2005 will be a better yr for mi!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
today is only 30Dec..but since tml toning at marmie's hse...so update the happenings of ups n downs in 2004..this yr to mi..many things happened....both happy n sad memories..
Begining of the lst 3mths this yr...entered Jurong JC for PAE..i can sae is becus of wenqin i choose sci stream. First few weeks in college mainly is enjoying n making frens time..mass dances.cheers.camps. my frens frm OG21(family 5) wif our ogls reallie made mi feel attached to JJ..entered class 04S22.. glad to be gd frens wif huiyi,chariene,kian sen and ruiqiang..
ended the 2.5yrs of relationship wif wenqin..even thou i'm e one hu initiated it..but still can feel the pain n sadness after that..sometimes still tink of the wonderful times we have tgt till nw,but no feelings for him alr la.Received my Olevels results...happy till nearli teared..nv expected to get 12 for R5.In a delimma,JC route or poly route? in e end,choose SP optom-->best course in poly :)
in march till april..another new r/s with defang..broke off due to some reasons. Felt realie aimless aft the breakup,but thx to elsie,she's dere for mi when i nid her. nevertheless,during the one mth wif him,i realie enjoyed every moment,everymin,every sec wif him.
Aft PAE,starting my working life in orange julius at compass pt/expo.occasionally attached down to raffles city n Parkwae parade. Working life is definnitel worse than studying..but i've also learnt somethings as well like cashiering which i totalie forget bt it le..learn how to make drinks.icecreams. blizzards.spilts...thou it's quite sianz,one person i'll nv forget is peiwen my collegue as well as senior in sp. she will help mi when tings g owrong.dun let pple bully mi.stock come she will help mi carry n pack. hehe.
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a lonely soul
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Nice day in sch todae!!! whee! last nite slp at 2am..so onli gt 4hrs of sleep..lucky tt morning's prac was cancel cus the dark adaptometer's bulb fused!!! haha...we so heng...last week 01 used still alrite..this week we used..hohooO!! wilfred tang is reali niang niang chiang ah!! buay tahan..his voice macham gay! budden he's nice. b4 prac..sit at e corridor dere....talk talk admire scenery wif sh.. :) :) :) ..den went back c tt gay! dismiss frm prac le..went lib book rm wif casper n sh...went to photocopy notes for patho...rwp, irene lee talked to us bt the tsunami stuff lor...but her lesson i dere bit of slping lor..too tired!
haha..n todae i went for soft lens fitting!!! hoooo...b4 tt was v scared lor...cus i nv wear contact lens b4 de ma! Wan fen was e one hu do e lens fitting for mi..!! she's very nice lor! ask mi nt to be so nervous,everything will be fine...lstly she checked my cornea...she told mi gt a faint scar...den the lect has to double check again,he v slang lor! ask mi if gt sth sharp poke my left eye b4 or nt..i dun rmb le..but nvm lor..hahas...flipping of e eyelids is painful...i keep tearing lor..until my tears wash awae e fluroscent..hehe...so has to put again...wan fen asked mi issit i love to cry..if nt y so mani tears..aft that is soft lens fitting!! hahaha!!! lst time when e lens is put inside..gt a weird weird feeling..but it went off v fast.. :) left eye is focus dailies right eye is acuvue2...in e end she get for mi focus dailies for the lens for acuvue is too big for my eye..lose lor..hahas! but nvm~ shall try wearing contacts..anw it's FREE too! bu na bai bu na..i gt pay sch fees de n tts e previlige being optom students..realised i v talkative lor...keep toking to wan fen thru out..haha..ask her this ask her tt...lols..
nxt appointment wld be hard lens fitting on 18Jan...tts e tough one...will keep tearing! kinda scared. n weiling booked her hard lens fitting under shang!!! i wan him le! lols :P 27Jan will collect my new contacts n do visual field cus my IOP n optic nerves dunoe wad la..hahas...
tml chris dun wan cancel lessons..stupid hum chi beng! nxt time will buy him lots of hum chi beng until he stomach bloated so tt has to cancel class..m uahaha!
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004
1:01 AM
Slp at 1+ in e morning lor...todae feel v tired! was msn chatting wif ivan guankai n xianghui...realised some little secrets of gk n xh..hahaha! but dun be so bad la...exposed dem here. Could c tt the frenship between e four of dem is strong lor...seldom c guys 'bonded' so close tgt de. n gk cute la,use tight junctions to describe the frenship bw dem..hahas! n kind of surprised by some things he said la..hahas. well...aft gk left the conversation...xh started to so call pan wen mi lor..ask mi alot of qns relatiing to him la..hahas...he tink until v far lor..my god..
hmm~ both gk n xh told mi tt 'u girls are e best among e 2 classes' meaning dey find my clique e best among the 2classes lor...aww* so sweet...dun reali understand y he said we are down to earth unlike ..... [shalnt mention hu the ..... are la] nt gd to tok behind pple's backs..haha..tts wad gk told mi..hahas.
ling:u looked kinda quiet todae...hope u're feeling alrite kie? cheer up!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
todae is a freaky cold day! earli in e morning lesson starts wif chris ng...haiz~ dun reali understand... so was dere sms'ing kor..hahas...pathology in LT again..inside v v v cold lor...dr koh let us watch a video on acute inflammation..omg! its very disgusting...nearli wan to vomit lor...those pus n wad notz... er xin!!!! brrghhh...have 2 so call quizzes..omg.the lst one our grp scored 4/10..hahas..kinda horrible..ivan cute siahz..anw match but still wrong la..lols...2nd one is cross word puzzlE!!! yay! we score full n e lst one :P dr koh gif us chocolates for xmas..even thou its over le! v nice of her...
lunch time paiseh man! all thx to the 3mushrms! the four of us + weikiat ivan guankai n xianghui sat tgt lor...den all v 'zi dong' made mi n ivan sat beside each other!! szehui n marmie v di-siao lor...arbish!! xiang hui too..ask mi made full use of e chance...liewz...eating tt time..was listening to their conversation...v gaoxiao lor...den nt paying attention to wad szehui was saying...bleahz. todae visual optics...bit confusing lor...haiz...den nxt fri gt a short test...ms lek sae it will be simple..hopefulli! as usual lor...microbio was switch off! yay..cant absorb in wad s.soh is toking...so jus turn off dae dream la..hahas!
took train tgt wif huiting n sok hong...we 3 were in diff cabins frm wk n ivan dey all la...den train quite crowded..but tt ivan is amazingly tall lor..still can c his head despite e crowd..good :) den reach je le.. msg him bye bye lor..kinda bo liao la..but nvm la..heez! saw huili at cwp..but nv stop n tok to her la.. nvm..believe will have chance to catch up wif her..tt's all folks!
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
12:35 AM
First on the list...Sweet 17 Birthday to dearest short mushrm..!~! hope u like the present frm e mushrms n enjoy e cake =) cheerz!
WHAT A DAY IN SCH TODAE! Looks like this blog is known to the 3 pillars in 01..dotz...cus todae patho lessons at LT,xianghui was sitting beside mi..he told mi sth :i've read ur blog..i was like omg?! den he still continue on...guankai n weikiat also noes lor...n if i nv hear wrongly,tink is weikiat noe lst ba den tell the rest..well~ dun tink ivan noe the existence of this..budden if i nv hear things wrongly again,at LT g.kai was telling ivan sth related to my blog la..so he shld roughly noe e contents...haish! for goodness sake guankai,dun nid to go "publicizing" rite? it's nt a nice matter afterall rite? aft xh told mi,nt reali in e mood to listen to lecture liaoz.. dunoe y,all of a sudden feel like tearing lor...jus copy dwn blindly wad dr koh said w.o tinking...but at least..szehui made a joke..asked mi if neuron issit cardic muscle cell? at least clear awae thos dark clouds in my mind... **dun be angri ah** at e end of lesson,dr koh sae nxt thr gt lst patho test..omg! so time to compile notes alr...sms the 4pillars if tml aft class free to do e notes nt,onli 2replied..wonder if the reception is poorer in e east..cus the 2 easterner guys nv reply. :P
went lib aft patho...do a bit of studying onli cus was talking to szehui as well..photocopy notes frm kaijian...went fc2 eat some snacks...den szehui pei wo walk to dover n she went for her gems..hahas! on e train,saw benedict..wow! long time no c him le...n he's still wif pyhllis,quite miracle lor cus he's those kind of jian yi si qian de guy...den he told mi he got retained back as yr1 in pj..all e best to him la.
realised tt xianghui is nt as dao as i used to tink..time to change my opinon le..tink he's quite a nice guy aferall lor =) yeps...tts all for todae!
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with a shattered heart
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Saturday, December 25, 2004
6:27 AM
woo! xmas ending in a few hrs time..! todae nv go out..stae at hm be guai kia pei mama! hahs..wake up ard 10+ go makan breakfast...came back online..spend 4hrs of my aftnn studying...act. cant sae is studying lor..cus i jus read thru e lect notes..make sure i understand wad is going on...the worse is ocular anatomy..boo! i gt pay attention le..but sometimes still dun get wad he is drawing.plan to do his tut during e weekend..budden i left it in e lib...heng kaijian took it for mi...
jus nw went thru those photos taken during last sat at msia (kota tinggi) .... includes some videos clippings as well...damn gaoxiao!! hahas..! budden kah hao burn into a cd for my cousin..so i borrow frm cousin e cd lor...n i copy e pics to my comp..budden comp becum laggy le..tink ask kor to help mi copy into another cd for mi..looking thru e pics...realised tt some are snapped w/o mi knowing..so diaoz... -.-
hMm~ nxt fri another holis again..new yr's eve...01 need to go back for prac..but dunoe ms lek n chris wana cancel lessons or nt..haha! n wonder if there's another gathering at my cousin hse like ytd again! whee~
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Friday, December 24, 2004
8:41 AM
Merry Christmas!!!
jus came back frm my cousin hse..too bad cant stae dere n count dwn to xmas wif dem n their frens... hahas...eve went out to bugis wif szehui..she v ke ai..take 960 frm e wrong side...so has to wait for her at bugis..lols...den walk walk ard to buy ling's pressie..n finalie bought le!! :P ling..tue u will get ur present le..wait patiently oh... yea! bought a PMK top for myself too! so happyyyy...aft bugis,went to my cousin's hse...saw my other cousins too...heez! realised tt i nv buy xmas present up dere lor.. quite paiseh..so rush to j.pt wif vivian to meet my cousin: kelvin n his frenz kah hao n daniel.HmM last min shopping for presents...alot of pple le...so i cant imagine how packed is orchard lor..well~ use mama atm card(she sae she paying) bought a OP wallet for vivian,deuter bag for kel...den use own money buy e mr bean's bear for little cousin trixie...n the most exp one..a PMK t-shirt for kah hao!! his shirt i use my atm card to pay ah..cus reali no cash liaoz...broke. hmm~..his shirt hor..i choose e same design as mine i bought at bugis...hehez :p cute ma~
has steamboat for dinner at kel's hse...piang...mi one ger sit wif a grp of guys..but bit sad la..all sec1 de except kah hao...crapping n luffing thru out e dinner...the most paiseh part is exchange present tt time..omg...when i pass kahhao his shirt..alot of musich ah...crapz! wad qing nu zhuang..design same nia ma.. -.- he bought mi a OP t shirt..pink somemore le...so sweettt :P
this xmas...kinda happy..cus last yr de i m working wif no extra pay..n of cus receive presents cards n share of cookies frm my frens...thx ling,szehui n huiyun for ur cards oh...huiyun v gaoxiao lor..call mi xiao se gui n wad ivan bio-ing n yandao-bioing...pengz! n also thx to those hu has smsed mi yay! u guys rocks! yar..another gaoxiao fella is kaijian!! his sms v ke ai : wad wish tt santa will gif mi mr chris ng ivan edwin n casper...piang....i onli wan the 1st two la..hahahs! n of cus..my collin tan!! :P kies la..shall stop here liaoz...wana go bathing le! cheerios! enjoy ur xmas folks!
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
5:52 AM
todae lessons was feeling pretty tired..tink cus of microbio n xmas cuming...but so? yeps..todae chris is toking french n drawing dunoe wad...cant seem to intrepret wad he's teaching...patho was nice..dr koh play some backgrd music...okies la..at least this keeps mi awake..realised tt onli patho n anatomy i wun doze off...ms lek foreva is nice to us...todae she gave us candy stick for xmas..n her 2hr lesson onli go thru 2tut..quite relaxing...last lesson microbio i'm totalli turn off..cus nv print lecture notes n sianz of e cher...female somemore.. -.-
aft class...thot of can take e same train as wk n ivan..but dismiss e thot when pei marmie walk to fc5.. todae took train.alone.dunoe y..has e same feeling as elsie. lonely n empty,it's diff from other times lor...n when i c couples get tgt..mixture of envy n regrets...todae i feel weird...feeling sth tt i nv felt b4 ba..
yw:dunnoe if u wld be reading this..but i tink most prob u wld ba. sorry for turning u dwn lor..dun keep haizing okies..like this will scare other gers awae de...nt tt u are nt gd lor...but den jus of some reasons which i dunoe how to put it in words ba...but realie thx for ur treats n help all this well..esp the bad.racket for idea...n everyting...hope we still remind gd frens kie!
tml last sch dae of e week...den gona replenish my sleep...hahas..it wld be a nice idea to slp thru out christmas n dream of my snowman4826 :P
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
2:22 AM
Whoo~ christmas season is nearing..but sad siahz..i no plans le..so sianz..so pple free to ask mi out kie? still nt sure if e gathering at cousin's hse still onz or nt...well ... nvm.
todae earli in e morning have nice breakfast by huiyun marmie sey! cookies n brownies!!! yummy lor!! huiyu..nxt time bake more often kie? :P morning while walking for mac dere..kinda malu le! cus szehui recently gt a technique tt will make mi luff lor..so ytd she tried it on ivan n he scold her siaoz.todae morming she was trying tt technique on mi...den i was like saying or bit of shouting like 'ivan ytd scold u siao hor' n guess waD? ivan was jus BEHIND me lor!! dots dots dots...but nvm,earli in e morning c him brightens up my dae! =) todae all lessons was on pathology..was concentrating quite well la hahas...weiling quite malu hor? asking bt ivan bdae all this....lols..i dere pengzzz... :P but at least this will keep mi awake le even thou sitting behind 3 tall n one nt so tall pillars :P
aft lesson went to fc2 tend cadc de store..yizhen(president) was dere...hahas..she gaoxiao le! ask mi if i'm reali frm cadc cus she dont find mi face familiar..omg! but later when i told her my name..she gt some ying xiang liaoz...tts e prob when MIA for too long..des came n yizhen left aft a while...he dere v shuang..flick mi using his fingers n di siao mi bt hanwei... -.- boo! kor came n find mi n sae wad mi n des having er ren shi jie! pls lor!!! went lib to do rwp stuff at lib...realise tt i nv contribute much siahz cus i reali noe nth bt contacts lens ma..paiseh ah! hehe..
finish rwp le...went kfc have cheese fries b4 going hm..looks like i will be dunoe sick for how long cus i dun reali stop myself frm eating those food tt i m nt susposed to..still enjoying myself wif choco coookies brownies fries otah n heaty stuff... :P hehez! pass yw e chocos tt i buy frm alloy(oppz),hope he find it nice la...hahas.
that's all folks!
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Saturday, December 18, 2004
10:17 PM
ytd went on one dae trip to kota tinggi!!!! enjoyed myself alot wor..better than studying! haha!! woke up at 5+ in the morning which is v earli siahz...met up wif my cousins,relatives n their frens..proceed to wlands checkpt for immigration...den set off our journey le!!
well..sat wif my cousins kel,vivian n their frens kahhao,weijie. hahas...the tour guide is damn lame cus he gave alot of lame riddles n he's yellow minded as well...hahas! lst stop is a fruit farm wif selling of honey as well..intro us to diff types of honey n gt samples as well..since it's a fruit farm..so get to eat diff kinds of fruits n fruit juices...hahas..ate my fave D24 durians...ate quite alot le...nv drink much water tts y explains my sorethroat..2nd stop for lunch at dunoe wad resturant..is seafood luncH! yummie !!! gt crabs lobsters prawns fish meat vege omelette...drooling siahz,ate 2bowls of rice..kah hao more pro lor...tink ate 3bowls..hahas! but no matter how much he ate..still as skinny as ever! aft lunch,the five of us ( mi,kel,vivian,weijie n kah hao ) becum to play blackjack! i must sae we were damn noisy n dun even heck the tour guide cus he talking ma..hahas...the loser will have to do forfeit la..n tt is shout at e touguide wadeva he/she wants...hahas...so we began scolding e tour guide like ask him to shut up la..wadeva crapz..
3rd station went to a chi temple for praying...yeps..dere also gt some planted de medicinal herbs n plants lor...we are free to take dem lor..hahas...gt water chestnut lotus n dunoe wad also...beside e temple gt a shop selling tings la..i bought some err sweets? cus the packaging v cute so buy lor..lols. nxt stop is at mango farm? nv get dwn frm bus..cus was sick ah..flu n cough...n kinda tired...so remains lor..following that go desaru beach...a short stop onli...strong winds n u can c the waves crushing agst the shore...damn windy n shiok lor..saw monkeys too...throw bananas n u can c dem snatching for it..hahas...
b4 dinner...went to a shopping centre which e guide said was e largest in kota tinggi...well 3 storeys nia..n 3rd storey selling mainly malay apparells...yea..so nt my interest.! bought a sling bag n a small cute purse n vcd...nth much also...dinner at restaurant again...yummy food again...ate quite alot to..lols...aft dinner went to watch fireflies-->ying huo cong..nt v nice thou,last time saw at kuantan de nicer...hahas...well on e boat watching...one firefly landed on my bag which i dunoe until kahhao told mi..another one on my hand....but let dem flew awae la..dun be so bad put dem into a bottle..hahs.
left msia ard 9+..home sweet home...customs jam..so wait kinda long for immigration lor..sianz sick n shag...triple 's'..reach hm 12+ liaoz...pack stuff bath ate medicine...doze off at 1+...
still waiting for kahhao to send mi those pics taken using his digi cam..n if gt chance..wana suan zhang wif him....ytd raid my hp n said out all those sms....boo!
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Friday, December 17, 2004
5:31 AM
todae lessons kinda long le...10-5..since sch starts till nw,haven experience 8-5 lessons...as usual, christopher talks as if he's talking a foreign language,nt reali making himself clear during the lect lor... todae his lessons was at LT4...at the LT if we gers wear skirts,i tink he will have yan fu liaoz.hahas.lunch at fc 6 cus my gems lesson at t21 ma...reach there almost can die ah,climb up e stupid stairs...pei fu those business n IT pple..every dae must climb up dere...pro! when i was walking into fc6..i saw mf kor lor..but tink he nv c mi..kinda disappointed le..dye his hair until nt v nice lor... n here comes the interesting part! i love my gem : scentss!!! hahas or rather shld i sae i luv the lecturer? hmm~ a gd catch if he's (collin tan)still single... 32yrs old wif car...tink rich guy too..wif brains (hons degree in chemical enginerring, degree in marketing, diploma in ecommerce n still left out one i forget le) looks ma...nt as gd looking as christopher lor...but den is clearer... =) n guess wad?! aft lesson he drove mi n weiling down hill back to opto clinc dere...whee!!!! save our time n energy rolling dwn the hill. he rocks!!! his car gt Jack Jack cushion pillow de...hehez!! went to clinic to change our appointments dates for soft lens....took those contact lens de brochures for rwp which is a module tt i tink will send mi freaking ard...last lesson ocular micro kinda sian le...but nvm la..2hrs of gems lesson make mi quite 'high' so nv doze off during micro bio lor...huiyun,u stressing mi ah!! scribbling notes awae..hahas.! jk.
sch ends...was sad lor... :( weiling shld noe why cus i msg her...well...haiz..!
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
2:38 AM
Another dae hm earli again...hahas...slpt all e wae frm 3+ to 6+...wonder tonite if i can still sleep or nt..but nvm la..tml the onli lesson is RWP frm 10-12....hopefully can go off earli again..yay! tnk tml nt mani will turn up for class lor..hahas...
"u'll learn more abt this in ocular anatomy" quoted frm ms lek which she repeated this sentence alot of times during her lect. todae....omg? all those complicated things frm ocular anatomy?!? err...dun reali understand wad chris. is saying at times...but todae his lect i managed to concentrate thru out lor...but ms lek's one...i half switch off, quite tired n the place too cosy to have lessons in liaoz..hahas.! phy&visual optics is tough,compared to gen optics...alot of chimology n memory work...wad i drew todae can use as fu to ward of evil spirits le! so badly done man..during intro to patho,got into our grps...sad n happy...sad cus my clique separated into two liaoz..mi n szehui joined wif guankai.ivan.xianghui n weekiat..happy cus smae grp as ivan leh! :P n i guess that it will be a fun n noisy grp la... =) micro bio kinda stupid...nid to do write up...v bo liao lor....heng she nt as strict as ms phoon ba i tink....
time to go bathing le...shall stop here...hopefully i can survive this sem wif all those memory work modules!
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004
4:30 AM
todae i enjoyed myself in sch..yay!!! wake up kinda earli cus lesssons at 9..ends at 10 w/o ani lessons...jus dr koh laying dwn her rules.getting to noe our names.all those la..but she did it in a fun n creative wae thou ;) she cancel thr de ocular physio frm 4-5,so tt means if we dun have mok's ocular microbio pract on tt dae my dae ends at 12 in sch!!!! :P n tue lessons will start at 8.15 instead of 8.. omg...dr koh is so nice man!! time to change opinion towards her le! haha! she let us off at ten n no more lessons aft tt de...
mi,szehui n ling went fc6 makan!!! yeps..2nd time up e hill but this fri going up again for GEMS.The food dere v yummy lor...n todae my eye gt kou fu le!! i saw xiang wei!!!!!!!! :D but den he look quite shy la...lols :P share the durian ice kachang wif ling...nice le...nxt time must try other deserts too. reach fc2 nearly 12...tend store wif desmond,edmund was also dere too...he buy the cookies den treat mi eat one piece...nice is nice la..budden bit of lou feng le,becum nt crispy. while looking aft e store,was laming n crapping wif des lor...haiz..reali miss interim le...
went CO rm find weiling n szehui at 1....hahas....co pple v nice hor...played uno stacko wif dem..very funny happy exciting!! hahahaha!!! luff alot dere lor...reali brighten up my dae! hahas...szehui left for her gems at 3...n her lect. dismiss dem near to 5..liew...2nd christopher...at least chris still nice looking..but szehui said her gems lect old old de...lols :P yuan beng wan to go dwn bugis de..budden if reali go down reach hm will be late le...so left sch at 5...call hanwei ask him where he was...heng he at B.batok onli....so i ask him alight wait for me while i take train la..hahas...long time no c him,still as skinny as ever...but still as gentleman... =)
i must sae my bro v best ah...todae den realised i've becum v tanned...n he lame mi lor..asked mi issit went to yakun kaya toast dere n 'toast' myself + a layer of kaya...tt's y den i becum so tanned..omg! lamer ! tml gt new lesson again..ocular micro bio ...hope it will be nice!
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todae i enjoyed myself in sch..yay!!! wake up kinda earli cus lesssons at 9..ends at 10 w/o ani lessons...jus dr koh laying dwn her rules.getting to noe our names.all those la..but she did it in a fun n creative wae thou ;) she cancel thr de ocular physio frm 4-5,so tt means if we dun have mok's ocular microbio pract on tt dae my dae ends at 12 in sch!!!! :P n tue lessons will start at 8.15 instead of 8.. omg...dr koh is so nice man!! time to change opinion towards her le! haha! she let us off at ten n no more lessons aft tt de...
mi,szehui n ling went fc6 makan!!! yeps..2nd time up e hill but this fri going up again for GEMS.The food dere v yummy lor...n todae my eye gt kou fu le!! i saw xiang wei!!!!!!!! :D but den he look quite shy la...lols :P share the durian ice kachang wif ling...nice le...nxt time must try other deserts too. reach fc2 nearly 12...tend store wif desmond,edmund was also dere too...he buy the cookies den treat mi eat one piece...nice is nice la..budden bit of lou feng le,becum nt crispy. while looking aft e store,was laming n crapping wif des lor...haiz..reali miss interim le...
went CO rm find weiling n szehui at 1....hahas....co pple v nice hor...played uno stacko wif dem..very funny happy exciting!! hahahaha!!! luff alot dere lor...reali brighten up my dae! hahas...szehui left for her gems at 3...n her lect. dismiss dem near to 5..liew...2nd christopher...at least chris still nice looking..but szehui said her gems lect old old de...lols :P yuan beng wan to go dwn bugis de..budden if reali go down reach hm will be late le...so left sch at 5...call hanwei ask him where he was...heng he at B.batok onli....so i ask him alight wait for me while i take train la..hahas...long time no c him,still as skinny as ever...but still as gentleman... =)
i must sae my bro v best ah...todae den realised i've becum v tanned...n he lame mi lor..asked mi issit went to yakun kaya toast dere n 'toast' myself + a layer of kaya...tt's y den i becum so tanned..omg! lamer ! tml gt new lesson again..ocular micro bio ...hope it will be nice!
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Monday, December 13, 2004
1:32 AM
Todae was e lst dae of sch...kinda excited cus no nid to rot at hm alr!!! hahas..morning while waiting for weiling..hoho~ saw ivan..den quite excited lor,call his name quite loud la den he turn to look at mi n szehui...lols~ lst lesson we all v noisy lor..tink too long nv c each other liaoz...n ms lek is our class tutor!!! yeah! 01's tutor is tt mr christopher...quite a gd looking fella,no wonder szehui wants to go 01 hor...phy&visual optics 20mins of intro den dismiss le..went fc1 makan n rot at fc2 until 1pm for ocular anatomy...sianz ah!!!! this module is freaky boring! all the words so foreign n so diff to spell de...with all those bony names...boO! earlier of e dae still loook forwrd to chris lesson*ocular anatomy*..but it's boring...memory subject...lucky he let us off one hr earlier if nt nth can go in lor...lst dae still nt used to studying. last lesson character development cancel...so can went hm earlier lor...yesh! b4 tt went lib borrow a book on ocular anatomy..budden realised tt nt of much use either when i read it at hm..hahas! so far so gd..no nid buy
txtbks..hopefully no bahz..tml will c dr koh for lessons for whole dae..guess i m going to dread tue alr..c dr koh..omg! her face i c liao wana punch de.. :P hopefully no lab briefing tml cus 12 noon gona tend stall at fc2..hope nt much pple den can slack liaoz..haha!
well..realised tt both my class n buddy class...quite mani have haircut n becum tanned liaoz..haha! hmm~ nice dae overall thou gt one hr of boring lect.! hope tml will nt be as bad as i tink. cheerz!
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Friday, December 10, 2004
8:36 PM
ytd out for whole dae again..so happy!! morning meet kor at bb n we went back to sch tgt.he for ipt n i for meeting.he passed mi the gift he brought frm bangkok..its damn cute!! winnie e pooh family de small small de soft toy..i still anti social wif those frm club lor...dun reali tok to dem althou dey keep talking to mi.Social meeting was so long,frm 11+ to 1+ n tt yida still sae meeting latest ends at 1? for the xmas charity sales,har! i onli volunteer myself for one dae tt is tue during my breaktime..yeps..so pple cum fc2 n fc6 support cadc xmas charity sales 11-5pm..also dunoe gt sell wad le..hahas..during the break for debate comt de meeting..i run awae lst..cus meeting huiyun at bugis..but in e end still late for 15mins..hur hur..yuan beng 4pple outing becum 2pple..swee~~ :P went walk bugis junction.edge.bugis street...saw quite mani things i fancied n wana buy le..the PMK top,slingbag,joe's craft de necklance..budden i cant spent too much money le la..i took out 40bucks frm atm le,nid to put dem back if nt mum kb-ing again..reach hm ard 7+ rest a well den go out for dinner le..great meal again...reali putting on weight le..!!! sianz zibua.
holis ending soon,tml last dae alr!! no nid to rot liaoz..hahas..but den i noe once sch starts,tink time to get busi again...long long timetable...stupid le!!! all practs at even weeks..haahs,so i will get readi to peng san on even weeks le.. todae susposed to go for council interaction camp,but i nv go la..evon call mi den i nv pick up her call..kinda bad...but i xing tong ah..my ten bucks for e camp fly awae for nth... well~~.....
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
4:57 AM
SWIMMING todae again. BURNT...sunburnt till kinda jia lat ah!! red lobster face again..if kor sees mi,he sure going to luff his head off liaoz..hahas.! skin dropping as well....buay tahan lor...red red de..hahas. but nevertheless i still enjoy myself alots todae...budden i was late when meeting huiyu la..meet 9 in e end i 9.20 den reach..hoho~ overslept..todae v qiao le..met yihong kenny n longqiang at e pool too.. huiyu v bad hor~~~dunoe said wad to longqiang..but den he's cute leh!! hehez~ well..nt ttt i'm bad here..kenny reali swam slow! he's one quarter ahead liaoz,but mi n huiyu still can catch up n overshot him in e end lor..hahas...i v gu yi..each time i saw kenny swim..sure go n swim alongside wif him too..boo~ tink he also knows la..err? tzesiang if u happen to read this dun tell kenny this hor. aft swim..sadly went pizza hut for lunch...thot it wld be crystal jade..but nvm la..free treat lor..dun grumble so much..
ytd went city link dere de pacific coffee for comt meeting..well~ kinda sian lor..budden aft that go jalan jalan at suntec n makan lor...still feel anti social la..nth to do..ktv thingy still on...yida saes until it's v big liddat...well ~ certain that it will be a success...cheerz!
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Sunday, December 05, 2004
9:53 PM
Poof...ytd went to elsie's hse for class gathering...dun tink shld sae class ba cus onli one quarter turned up..the usual peeps lor..hahas...potluck ma..so gt quite some food to eat la..sushi tibits jelly kueh sandwiches...n the best of best is the dinner..curry chicken noodle! nice leH!! :D the guys were practicalie playing wif xbox n ps wif her bro lor..hahas...den the gers were chatting+laming n k-ing.. oh yar...we also took neox...too bad the guys nt inside lor...but i doubt dey also wan la.,reach hm near to ten..n dad was earlier than mi..but heng nv get scoldings la cus he also noe i rot too much at hm liaoz...always call back n i'm e onli one at hm...den later in e nite i ate porridge..weird taste cus is cook wif brown rice,white rice n barley seeds?!?! but i still eat lor...but in e end aft a while..visit the toilet n vomitted lor,threw up the porridge tt i ate...wah..stupid feeling...
last nite kor called mi up n we chatted lor..he's steps nearer to getting his driving license...YAY! :) dotz..he also knew i sat late for movie w/o reading my blog...best! den i ask him if he tinks that the ktv open thingy still on...both of us came to a conclusion tt is dun tink so lor..well~ i also dunoe la..jus pure guessing lor..on or nt on doesnt affect mi much la..sat gt the council interaction camp...kor asked mi wan to go or nt...well~ i also dunoe if i wan to go...hahas..even if i nv go,i still nid to pay ten bucks back to yida cus i assume he helped mi pay lst..haish..no money liaoz! jus wana sch to start,at least i get my allowance..n stop growing mushrms.
felt much better this morning le...budden my life seems to be in roller coaster? ups n downs.....sigh`
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Saturday, December 04, 2004
9:54 AM
Haiz..dunoe exactly wad i'm feeling nw..one moment i'm happy...another moment my heart is tearing.. when i m occupied with things...i wun feel the sadness...when once i'm free with nothing to do,those sadness which are cast temporarily aside cums back to mi again...the feeling of missing a person is terrible..realised that since i came to poly,i found out that i keep alot of things to myself,esp those unhappy things..cant reali said it out or vent it out except burying it deep down in my heart..still missed my sec sch daes or rather is upper sec times at campus one..cus there's always elsie beside mi n there's always e guys for entertainment..or rather shld i sae i dun realie feel the lonliness cus wq is dere? time flies..one yr has passed,the building alr been pulled down...yet those memories nv fade in my mind...at times bio-ing guys at bball court wif elsie. tahan-ing foo craps or r/s stories during chem. dreading priya sacastic geo lessons. slacking,slping,eating or wadeva u can name during surin bio lessons. n blah......
jus wana go swimming...at least it tires mi out n i'll stop tinking of those things which i dun wan to n allows mi to fall asleep..but once i wake up..everyting is back to a square again...my life more n more hopeless...shld i made tt decision n joined elsie in e world of regrets? perhaps that will at least brighten up my life...or makes my life more stupid? :'(
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Yeps..todae went movie again...at jp..initalie is watch polar express at 10.15 de...budden piggy mi slp until 9.05 ...so cant make it for e show..in e end change to watch shark's tale at 11.15..my fault sey, made yw wait for mi for v v v long... **sorryyy** anw..found shark's tale nicer than incredibles... walk walk ard jp aft e movies..hmm~ quite sian la..cus tt place go until dun wan to go during sec sch n in jjc daes...he bought some siew mai for mi ask mi bring to my cousin hse..totalie enjoy at my cousin hse.. kaoz eh..luff until dunoe like wad hell lor...dots dots dots...todae is reali chat wif his fren kah hao lor..cus last few times onli tok bit nia..todae talk to him..joker man!!! hahas..crappy..but he sing songs v nice le!!! weeet~~ too bad he younger than mi by 1yr la..hahas...no chance! den he tell mi mani stuff regarding my cousin..including his accounts for jio-ing gers..i hear liaoz...faintss*** guess he's (my cousin) nt tt mature afterall lor..bi jing sec1 onli ma...
Ard 4+...set off go swimming at cdans!! yea!! SWIMMING again..cool~ wah..budden todae e pool gt 3swimming lesosns going on..so bit like err....hard to swim in tt particular lane lor..at the 1.8m waters...my biao mei suddenly pull mi..cus she bit no breath le..wah liew..scare mi le...den kah hao bad guy..pull my rubber band off my hair..stupid! aft the swim...went to arena country club for dinner..is buffet lor..eat until i dman shuang n full...nice food!! n quite cheap also lor..adult price 12.80 it's damn worth it!!!
Nw my shouders aching..hu ask mi so gek kiang..go swim butterfly style..haha..hope i wun karna sun burn...tt wed's swim indeed burnt mi out...
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Friday, December 03, 2004
6:27 AM
Todae out the whole dae...from morning till 9 den reach hm...v tired..mebbe rotting too long at home already. todae went to watch incredibiles at PLaza Sing wif wq la...for those frm nh or hu know mi de.. shld noe bt mi n him de r/s last time..haha! he cum wlands wait for mi...den took train to P.S., quite long le...but on e train share e ear piece listen to mp3 lor...went to buy ticks den LJS for lunch.. WOW he treat man! hahas..the movie was nt bad la..towards the end den more nicer...inital quite boring till i nearly zzzz lor..well~ everything diff nw...no more cuddling wif each other no holding of hands n everyting...hahas..den during the movie,i gave him mentoes den he feed mi lor...bit shocked..ahah but we are frenz nw la..yeps...aft the movie..walk to heeren den orchard area la...tired..den he sae i still like b4 la..no sense of direction...went to far east plaza cus he wana checked out the price for printing his cca de tshirt..den sat at e stupid place which ................ tink of tt i quite sad le...he went n buy dunoe wad snack le...like crispy chicken..is nice la..budden spicy,so eat abit den let him finish lor... todae went out wif him...time passed fast...left ard 5+..he pei wo take train all e wae to wlands den he cont back to redhill lor...means he rao one whole rd..hahas...tink todae wq go out wif mi will becum broke liaoz...cus he treat mi lunch movie snack drinks..hahas! And oh YA!! I SAW OLINDA TODAE AT ORCHARD!! bit sad la..cus i nt les ma..if let mi c sly or taufik or david..gosh~ tink i gona faint siahz.
yep! tml going movie again!! hahas..but dunoe gt treat or nt? aft that swimming time!!
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Wednesday, December 01, 2004
5:56 AM
Jus finished watching singapore idols finals..rawks!!! taufik n sly both rocks!! both did extrmely WELL!! FANATASIC!!! N the special treat by dick Lee cool~ man! Meaningful and nice....Yeps...i vote for TAUFIK!!!!!!!! Hope he is the Sg Idol! During the show,kor was criticizing bt Sly..every single thing,frm hair to voice to .... hahas! but sly's an jing rawk!
N TODAE I WENT SWIMMING? S-W-I-M-M-I-N-G!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow...went to cck de swim complex wif huiyu..was in the waters for ard 3hrs...rocks! I LOVE SWIMMING! Guess it's e onli sport i can do well with.hahas..swam a few laps,soak at the spa pool, the wave pool too...n played e water slide once. the slide nt fun thou..slow speed down budden climbed up tt time..bOO!!! i'm scared!! :D Aft the swim,washed up went to yewtee mac makan...huiyu went hm...den i went wlands lib read storybk, slack a well den mama call mi ask mi go hm..hahas.reach hm liaoz..read papers, den all e wae from 4+ slpt till 7!! Piggy i m.yeah~ my legs nw funny feeling le..hahas...like no strength liddat..dunoe y.. but i still love swimming!! during my sleep...miss call frm yw..woot~ he called cus he want to listen to my voice...*niceboi* When i was bathing jus nw...realised tt i tink i karna sun burn..wah sey! whole body is red except those covered wif swim suit la..my hands,back,shoulder,face...red! hahas...but sat if possible..i still wana go for a swim,wif my cousin!!! yeps!
Todae i felt much much better le compared ytd...ytd n e previous dae i was feeling damn lousy!!! perhaps is due to e swim n qy todae was like...hmm..sweet** weeetzzzzzzzzzzzz shldnt elaborate e details here..haahs.! ytd my mood better abit lor..thx to weiyang cus his music pieces can reali destress mi n zhan shi pao kai yi qie bu gao xing de shi..yeps.!!
10pm soon..results out time! TAUFIK-A SP GRADUATE,WE VOTE FOR U!!!!!!!!!!!
and one more thing SWIMMING RAWKS! elsie,u shld go dip into e pool.its nice!
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