my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
3:24 AM
sinful sinful sinful. a sinful tuesday. well~ todae saw ben for the first time aft he returned frm his trip. first ting he asked was 'you mei you guai guai' lolz...the day passed by him telling us stories bt his trip....but time still passed v v slowly. he bought bad laogong+laopo bing, almond biscuits, pineapple crackers. so all this were my snacks for teabreak. yummy.! well~ the souvenirs he brought back for mi n kym was like so cute. ahem~ the blackwhite duo piggy notebook. when mi n kym saw that, we burst into laughters lo..n as for weijian, he buy the da xiao (big small) thingy tt we see in casino lo..w 3dices inside. hmm~ illegal gambling can be found in our pantry liao..hoho! aand finally, nite time!! set off our trip to taman sentosa @ jb. 3cars 11 pple louis kym weijian ailing ben jenny ken jinrong paul annie mi . ordered quite some dishes lo. oysters omelette, mussels,doufu,kan kong,beggar chicky,fish n our XL sugarcane juice...mi n wejian were the long lasting eater at our table. louis was asking mi 'stella, how come u eat so much still nt fat one, where u food gone to' haha..hidden fats. b4 driving off, mi kym went to the audio cd/dvds shop oppo to get some cds. cant tahan the same few cds in our shop alr..haha! bought one feiyuqing de disc for my mum cus last nite she reali forbade mi to go for supper, but earli in the morn she relent n even help mi to fill in the white card. haha~ den went petrol station for louis to top up her petrol + car washing. wah piang le, for RM8 u can really get ur car washed plus vaccumm..its like so dman cheap ok! n mi n kym being so sua ku, we were so excited when the 'washers' weere like jetting the water on the car well we were inside? haha....so we headed for the custom..its ard 1am plus liao, but still tio checks. hmm~ pirated cds okies le, nv get confiscated! yeah! off dae again, on wed. tink i gona get my lazy bones cracking. hmmm.........big big hole off pocket tis time, n big big fats i gained tis mth...haiyo~ fri yet another supper trip..
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Monday, June 25, 2007
1:45 AM
Whee~ finally my off dae is here!! mon off wed off sat off! yeah! so basically work thru e wkends, sat was bz but i duno wad im doing la. seriously i duno. one sway thing happen. projector de bulb in e refraction rm fused! so sian, duno y cant seem to FOP, so initally refractions all 'refer' dwn to vision co as wad tt jinrong sae. i hate dwnstairs de refraction rm!! i duno which is my 20/20 line..aft a while, james fixed it, but is yellow light, i also duno accurate or nt..in e end duno who fixed until ok la..so yeah! shuhui bought us lunch, her home cook MYC [ma you ji] w rice n vege la. nite time ken treated us dinner...cus previous dae he caused us to go hm LATE! sun well~ we expect a slack dae n reali it is la..haha! woke up late. so ended up was late. mum bought mi fish meat noodle so i da bao to shop n eat. but surprise, shuhui bought us breakfast too! nasilemak + dumpling soup. wah~ tt dae make a casual remark sae i craving for dumplings n she reali make it..so nice~ wonder if she wans a gan niu er or nt..haha! but i still prefer my mum made de dumplings la..so my nasi lemak was eaten by mi at 5+. wow, and annie bought sinful delights. durian mango crepes frm angie's choice + brownie frm starbucks. it reminds mi of the durian puffs frm gdwood park hotel shuhui bought for us last wk...yummmyyy yet sinful . rite nw im craving for brownies frm starbucks, but yet cwp no starbucks. off dae...........but duno wad to do. kinda lazi to get out of the hse, yet kinda urgent to get a bdae present, yet still unsure of wad to get..tian ah!! hmmM~ ah ben back frm his trip liao..wonder gt get ani nice stuff back? hopefullyy.....
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Friday, June 22, 2007
11:31 PM
Aww aww..long time nv update liao. also duno when to start from. well~ basically nth much happen la. tue off. jus nice, xh was off too. so we went out !! had parris int. buffet for our lunch. its was quite worth it la i wld sae. the seafood is like so damn fresh okies! its definitely better compared to sakura. i love the crayfish and the desert !. best! walked rd ms suntec aft our lunch. in e end headed for orchard -taka n paragon- the two posh places w all those boutiques. heart itchy la, reali want to enter gucci de boutique lo..but in e end nv la. bought my heels at metro paragon as well..hopefully tis pair can last longer. wed, started work. shuhui bought us prawn crackers, curry puff n popiah. being too sinful on tue, i nv had much la. o ya! gt new comer.! its a guy! good man, cus yin yang wld be balanced n having a guy means some sai kang like throwing rubbish n climbing up e ladder chores can be done by him. but he's like so young la..piang, i thot i can remain the youngest at my outlet, but he snatch my place. nite time annie suggested gg out for a chill. we went blooies rdhouse at rail mall dere tgt w shuhui. nv knew she can drive. haha. we ordered top shell which i till nw also no idea wads tt, seafood platter w sinful squids n mussels, mixed grilled sausages w fattening fries. all are yummy ...but the bailey's coffee is the best la compared to irish coffee which is so damn bitter. left near to twelve. annie sent us home. but on e wae hm, witnessed sth nt so pleasant. sometimes im pondering, wad wld pple tink of a boss called his employee n asked where she went an hr ago? does he still wan his face or he wld rather threw his face in the bowl n flushed it dwn e sewage? thr nth much happen. mi n kym onli prayed that boss dun come dwn n realli nv, phew~ n he reali nv did. n .. tada~ todae is the dae i fear most. cus annie n ben not working! all was fine la. mi n kym damn feared tt boss wld come dwn becus of a incident. but seriously tinking, we not in ani fault lo so no worries. did settlement sucessfully unlike past two daes. haha! but i hate counting cash la. always count wrongly one..haha! since todae the two big heads not around, i guess we treat the place like a play grd la. quite slack n NOISY! yay!!!!! two more daes to off! guess tml i will be late. too lazi to wake up earli. haha! haave been waking up like 15mins earlier tis few daes jus to open the door on time. i nid my precious slp!! i wonder when will i get to go genting........... hai`
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Friday, June 15, 2007
11:35 PM
http://wineanddine.asiaone.com.sg/features/topics/20050827_001.html jus came across tis website while blog surfing..yum yum icecream,esp the one at serene centre! 1scoop $2.50 still quite alrite la. 3 mores daes to my one n only precious off for nxt week. cus my manager gg on his holis liao! ting ting ting~ the sound of casinos must be ringing thru his brains as nxt tue is nearing. todae is such a slack n boring dae. wiping specs for whole of aftnn w kim. i realise my outlet reali alot alot of specs. damn. wipe until despatch come dne pack jobs den chit chat time. well~ talking bt casino again..sobz. ben even taught mi how to sneak my wae in lo. haha! but nvm, i shall wait till i turn 21. wahh,last wk of june dey alr plan food trips liao. tue n fri. gd la. cus wed n sat im off.. so reach hm late also nvm. was planning to go da ma for supper, hopefully louis wana go n jinrong get his car le..hopefully. and another trip wld be fish head curry. nv been dere b4...well~ but the gluttons in my shop sae is nice. yw came find mi todae for CLs. stunned le when i saw him. haha..nxt time dun go dwn find jinrong le,come find mi jiu hao le. den teach him wear CLs. an hr later, teach another first timer. tis time is hell liao. spend one hr plus w him. lucky is no pple...sit dere until i almost doze off. so occasionally dere lame w him. hhaa. rang our JnJ a/c specialist up todae. i understand why ben wans mi to call liao when i hear e reason. ma ma de. wkends to wrk thru, hopefully dun see tt man! haha
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
9:21 PM
11june --> off dae. it seems that im off on 11may too. hmm~ alt. mons are my off. so tml can get to watch my CSS2 at 8pm. since i returned aft my 2consecutive offs, im so lethargic. sales also kinda bad. looks like target is moving further n further. well~ i guess that's e case la. i also duno wads e management like, also bit lazi to bother bt it. for may, since big head sae its ok, den go ahead w it lo. who dun wan extra cash anw? kinda agreed w wad dayne wrote in her blog. almost three quart of it la. looks like im not alone, someone also has nitemare bt work. hahaa. last thr during wrk, annie help mi plucked white hair! quite alot. mostly all on the left? isit becus im a left hander? lol. fri was reali bored. ben was telling bt his stories again...guys hu smokE, becareful of where u get ur cigarettes okies. sat mi n kim were curious bt the missy doughnuts which is jus newly opened at b1. so we decided! ask weijian go n buy! n indeed queue for 45mins! maybe i dun reali eat doughnuts so i find it yummie, but ben sae its average nia. theres 16diff flavours..den todae annie n mi wan to eat again, but ben dun allow weijian go n queue...sobz. since its sun todae, i decided to cab home cus 960 wld be full of unique smells. im alr v v shag n tt cab uncle tell mi 'u lead e wae ok, i duno how to get out of bukit panjang to go expresswae' hello, im a rd idiot le..n in e end hor, reali lo. when i saw shuhui's blk, i noe die liao, wrong wae. but luckily tt uncle charge mi 7bucks onli lo which is normal la, the amt i paid usually. phew~ 10daes have onli passed. tink im overspending. but comapred to kim, im feel relieved! haha! control control control!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007
11:40 PM
Aww~ tml gg back to work again.! really v sian. wonder gt ani shit or nt? Ytd off dae, went dwn forever living dere get some stuff, den met up w jessie n sokie at PS! woot! paiseh make them wait so long for mi. saw iris at capitol. bluff mi sae saw someone, i nearli believed le..iris, u bad ger! becareful dream of ah mo den u noe! we settled our dinner at pasta. tt sokie, forever, despite aft grad for like 4mths le, she still the same. 'ke ai' dao i nth to sae. =X ahaha..nite time watch the CSS round one tt shuhui jie recorded for mi..omg! kinda boring le..hopefully nxt wk is better. n for todae..went out w huiyu!! paiseh im late again. u are always early. we went bugis the liang dou foo cafe eat pork chop!!! tink i still prefer their liang dou foo!! den we went to look at dress.. pretty dresses, make mi xing yang yang le. but 8off daes per mth jus put my thot of buying the dress off. aft bugis, our nxt destination was orchard area. finally gt her dress at isetan. its a gd deal le. i saw mani pretty dress again..tis time those formal ones, but den i noe i wont get to wear them when one dae im still in northern. went food republic for our hokkien mee!! long time no eat le. somehow up till nw when i step into wisma it still brought mi back some unwanted memos...went back cwp catch gui ah gui ah! diaoz. its a funny movie...but nt tt highly recommended..haha! following off daes on : 11,13,19,25,27,30.
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
3:02 AM
Going to be off for consective 2days alr. tue and wed. past three daes have been wrking. i rem. sat morning i woke up, i feel weird. i wonder did i cried in my dreams? i guess so. fri was talking to gk n iris, well~ makes mi so confused. work kinda relaxed even thou its a weekend. sun, as usual, is CRT dae. as usual, when ever the refraction is unoccupied n u nid it, quickly siam in. haa. met tis crt boi, frm a rich family la. he's a swimmer in his sch team,seeing him reminds mi of titus cus both of dem de sey machiam similar. hmm, so while his parents were browsing thru the oakley shades..lucky them get a 10% off. his mum ask mi to get one tt is suitable for him..for playing golf. im like tinking in my heart, fortunate dude man, golf! aww~ dun tink i will ever get to play tis sport in my life. grrh! nite time was hell break loose. grrh! jus as the two guys finish their dinner, crowd crowd crowd. my curry chicken which was susposed to share w kim was sitting on the refraction table. grrrrhhhh...only till 9+ mi n kim were like 2hungry gers dipping bread w our curry!! yummyyy...like mani long nv eaten food liao..haah! and mon..duno y~expect to be a SLACK dae. but it turns out otherwise. aftnn times flies b4 i notice it, its alr 7pm! oh my goodness. but bad thing is haven do CL/ophthalmic lens top up plus haven packed jobs. shit sia! n i kinda guilty cus iniitally both to be done by todae, all not done yet, n tml im off. so gotta let kim n ken do it. aftnn met a 14yr old freak, so slang. kao, ri v big ah. kns! keep doing refractions until i wan to die, but lucky gt kim to help mi entertain my cust while i do refractions. nv had any dinner. kim n i da bao mac n proceed for our chit chat session w florance? yep, stayed at her hse till near to one. hai, da die yan jing i wld sae. guess im still v naive despite im alr in the society. begin to see light in alot of tings. perhaps at times, women are still stupid creatures on earth la. not all but some la i tink. well some are quite sha la. well~ also in no shoes to criticise too since i noe im stupid n foolish too. n tonite's cab fare cost quite alot again..was talking w the cabbie during the trip, n he told mi i've a msia accent. faints* really meh? but also cant blame la, my outlet all are msians except annie. gona rest well during the two off. all bad shall be gone, gd shall stay!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT
