my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Monday, February 28, 2005
3:33 AM
Todae is the dae for the release of Olvl results..haha~ saw from wan bao!! nh de performace nt bad hur! haha! tink is better den my batch de...den the name of the top scholar for nh in e papers le! hahas..guess its e lst time la...
anw during lessons todae...sh quite bian tai lor..aiyozzzz...lols :P haha! luff until buay tahan again... during optics..nw is teach the visual part..sian ah! all calculations!! can see mr rajeev shang ms lek de shen liaoz..haha! quite blur le the calculations...sianz..since todae CD cancel..so the 4 of us went to the concourse dere...walk walk at the jae..haha!! since huiyun sis getting her results too...so she help her take some brochures n asked bt certain courses lor...den i also help shirlene asked bt biomedical sci...welL~ she cfm cant get into optom liaoz...so she said she wan to buo for biomedical sci...haha!!
went causewae de ice lemon tee..yuan beng wan to buy new shoes de..cus the whole shop selling stuff at ten bucks or less...budden i dun like e design..haha! in e end bought two t-shirts...lalala~ den huiyu called mi,wan to go hm tgt..budden too late le...den my fren sms mi..stunned.cus he seldom msg mi de lor..he said he gt free movie ticks to Hitch for tml...sian la..dun tink i wan to go lor cus i wana study for physio!
haiz~ sian la..as wad kiat wee nick suggests: reports tests,reports tests,reports,tests..ALL over is EXams le! wad e heck is that man? later kor gona call mi..haha~ discuss our rwp data sheets tgt! yea! cus he lazi bum...still haven go n read his data shit! :P
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Saturday, February 26, 2005
6:13 PM
A few days since i update my blog..v lazy ah~ sianz..todae is sundae liaoz..means a few more hrs will be mon-->school's time! poof! last few daes kinda normal lor,lectures/tutorials/pract...except occasionally some perks by cheeky sh! :P realised that i've cleared some reports..but more n more cuming again...due-ing is optics de Prac2 on central peripheral acuity...that prac no idea how to do le..even for the aims/procedures,reali no idea wad to write,den dun sae for the discussion part... week 12 liao: gt physio test n prac2 report due n rwp test week13: ms lek n ms irene de reports due week14: microbio report and gems test n gems presentation week15: physio test week16: week17: sem exams le!!! so sucky...seems that like my sem2 starts till nw..everytime is reports n presentation time...lil time for tests...argh!
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
4:58 AM
Boo HOO!!!! nw my both legs blisters...cus todae wear new shoes...my god..its kinda painful lor... haha! morning reach sch during chris lesson,ask him for plaster..n surprisingly he had one lor.. somemore is daffy duck de! cute nehz...cant believe a big guy like him bring such a cute plaster ard...haha! during physio lesson de break todae...sh started talking bt bian tai stuff again n the 3mushrms + 4 pillars were like luffing like dunoe wad..lols~ lunch onli had a bun cus hor..still full for ytd nite de sushi..haha!
n the high light of todae..haha! b4 optics started...we all went to the LT n rot lst...--> playing time! sh took xh bag lor...den in revenge..he took my bag n ran out of the LT...i chase behind him for the whole level...until he went into guys toilet...which i dun dare to enter even thou gt no pple la... but in e end..still managed to get back my bag..but den sh bag let him taken awae le..haha! so took a few pics of xh wif sh bag...so girly can! hahaa!! n also..snap a shot of sh n lao ba!! omg! haha! sh...cum blackmail mi la.. :P :P :P
aft class...went jec meet huiyu! ate kfc n study abit dere...she did her maths tut..whereas i dunoe why go n write my notes on optics...when physio test is nxt week? haha! jus completed my microbio tut...i v lazi lor..use online dictionary...den copy n paste e definitions of the scientific terms..haa!! but that's fast...
okies..9pm le..time to take dinner...still full~ ...tml sianz ah...8am lesson,die die also nid to wear my contact lens...boO!
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005
5:49 AM
I'm so full nw...haha! jus nw have mushrm reunion at OUB centre de Sakae Sushi...we had buffet...so ya..full! tink tml breakfast no nid makan le..haha! tink the 4 of us ate alot ba...heng weiling gt 20dollar voucher...if nt my pocket gt bigger hole...tml still nid to pay club 8bucks... -.- during the buffet....hy v ke lian...we macham like having anatomy/physio lesson...cus gt canal of schlemm..all thx to sh....hahahahah! chao gaoxiao! todae physio,dr koh kinda guai lan siahz...so sianz..n gt tutorials to do le...finish it in an hrs time..budden i guess ans kinda de luan n gt 2qns nv attempt..haha! nxt time de test 6topcis...heng nv include aq humor...thats e topic i hated most in both anatomy n physiology....
haiz...life is so sian nw adays...todae like hear sth which affects my mood...budden dunoe whether its true or nt...but den again....if its true or nt true,there's nth i can do also cus .... yeps.. dunoe la...tml long dae le...8-3...if can wake up earli..wana wear contact lens le...haha!
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Saturday, February 19, 2005
7:03 AM
Early in the morning...went sch for the stupid gems test...mcq quite a killer...sianz zi bua siahz... but den dun bear to scold that collin la...he todae causal wear...oh my god,also v yandao leh! :P :P hehe....aft test went Villa Francis Home -->do CIP
Hmm~initallie reali v sianz...cus nth to do siahz...hahas...so huiyun was ironing clothes...mi help to fold lor...sh n wl went to wipe wheelchairs..hahaha! v nang de leh! can c mi fold clothes..cus i simply dun do hsehold chores @ hm..muahaha! the nurses dere treat us v well le...iron/folding clothes still gif us chairs to sit dwn...n provide tea break + ask us get some food frm the buffet.. lother stuff we did was feeding n interacting wif the elderly...piang...to mi,face some communication breakdwn la..my teochew like ban tong shui,my ang moh also ban tong shui,so talked to her in a mixture of ang moh n teochew? they quite pitiful lor...most of dem no family members de... :( den gt one granny...she v ke lian lorz...keep saying she wan to go hm~ den keep tagging to huiyun...ask her pack her stuff....very sad le. haiz towards e end of cip, they going for mast at chapel ma..so we wheel dem go the chapel lor...we four also attended the mast tgt..well~ to mi its a gd experience la...cus lst time attend mast lor... even thou dun reali utd wad e priest is preaching...hehess...left at ard 7...the 3mushrms went bugis....i nv follow cus meeting mum n sis for dinner...haha! seems that v rare we gt chance to have a full mushrm gang outing :P
Me,mum n sis dine at cavana...onli hav mushrm soup cus kinda full...haha! aft that went metro, mum n sis bought shoes....still cant find a wallet i like siahz...b4 going hm...went ntuc...liewz~ i damn tired liaoz...dey still went ntuc jalan jalan...buay tong siahz! on e wae hm..walked pass e UK Uncle Ringo funfair...reali wan to go lor..but den no one seems to be interested in going..
long entry liaoz..stopping heres...eyes closing soon...budden xh said he will call mi back later...wait v long liaoz..dun care ah! go koonz lst..haha! nitess :)
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Friday, February 18, 2005
3:41 AM
I'm hungry...i'm hungry..but sadly nth to eat..haha! so be it la..xi guan le..todae get back optics test paper...nthz to sae...bit satisfied but den when i noe ....... sian diao liaoz. wadeva. anatomy chris showed us the eyeball...dunoe wad to buy or nt le..budden quite unique lor..todae during gems..was dozing off while watching e video..damn sianz lor...slp ard for half an hr...haha! budden alot of pple were slping..so its okies... guess wad? saw the photo on collin admin card...oh my god!!!! so yandao! :D realie v yandao! wl agrees it too..haha! as usual..fetch a ride from him. took train tgt wif laoba,ivan,angela and harvinder...haha! had such a wonderful laugh...reali buay dong....esp when talking bt bj....that laoba la...go n start talking bt it lst..diaoz~ tml morning gt gems test...den going to do cip...hope tml gems test wld be a easi one... *pray hard* ZzZZz time...cyar!
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
4:07 AM
Slept for 2hrs jus nw when i came hm..todae weather is v humid n hot...buay tahan! aft class...my dear elsie came SP fetch mi siahz...haha~ so nice n sweet of her..yeps..but den let her wait for v long cus aft class we went lib print some notes ma...
todae late ten mins for dr koh de lesson..heng same train wif ivan...haha! so late also gt someone pei wo....n she haven started her lecture yet. optics ms lek cheat our feelings...sae wan to gif back test paper den in e end also nv...so call 'tease' xh todae. took his bag den dump sth inside lor...n gk reali tink fast...whereas tt xh still dere blur blur dunoe wad....haha! microbio,soh finish one topic..fast! den get back our test paper we did... kinda f off...but welL~ cant blame no one la... optics will be worse i tink..so must be mentally prepared..
tml 2hrs of rwp..wad a sian...and aft that after care...den going dwn yishun...bai bai n makan. haha! tml guess will be hm late again...no time for studying le...last nite at least quite satatisfied wif myself...memorise 3chaps of physio..budden dunoe gt register in or nt la...n sh foreva stressing mi la..later calling mi up again!!
tts all..takkaire!
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
2:10 AM
Sia la,jus wake up frm my 3hrs slp since 2+...my god..reali piggified...todae heng ah! jus b4 dr koh..so i not class for her lesson despite i slpt at nearli one last nite..haha! but den upon reaching n during classs....my mushrms dere change their occupation to 'fm radio' [no offence] hor...dere saying so loudly lao ba send mi hm last nite...he onli send mi till wlands nia...nt hm~~ wl u also gt marmie to pei u till paya lebar ma.... :P tml my dear chris ng cancel lesson again...cus he gt sore throat...dunoe how mani make up lessons we gona have for his module again...boO!
keep telling myself that i wan to study le..but den the brain jus dun coordinate wiv the heart lor, each time i wana settle dwn n read my lect notes, mind started wondering off... -.- pissed off siahz. optics getting more n more difficult le...a great challenge...cus its a 6credits module. well~ realised tt i nid help in optics n microbio --->who wana volunteer be my tutor? iron pills will be supply if needed...lols~
todae is ren ri..meaning everybody bdae is todae ah? shld be ba...yeps...so sheng ri kuai le!! tts alL!@
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Monday, February 14, 2005
6:54 AM
lst dae of new term,a few more weeks-->semester exams-->holis-->if can promote den yr2 alr..means clinic le! time flies! how i wish i'm e pilot... *lame*
todae is v-dae..well~ bit sian la..budden in class...some frens bought choco.sweets.cookies...yeps so yah...n weiling gif us heart shaped de choco~ so swweet oh..thx ger! todae ms lek bad le..nv dismiss us earlier so bo bian lor...have to meet the lunch crowd...n during optics..haha~ kinda bad le..keep pulling sh top...to reveal sth tt is gray in color... =x oppz. paiseh ah! haha! during anatomy, chris gif us gummy sweet...in the shape of the eye ball de...but dun bear to c le..cus v cute..haha! he reali gt alot of stuff concerning eyeball...Cd we watch a movie entilted the choir! its damn nice kies...towards e end kinda touching...haha!
den finalie sch ends le...went jp wif doggie,laoba n my mushrms! makan at fc den walk walk lor... we watching 'i do i do'...v funny lor! quite nice le...movie ends 9+ le...den reach hm ten on the dot..haha! bath le n here i'm blogging! tml still 8.15 lesson..i guess i sure cant wake up on time.. getting more n more lazy le. n my laoba v nice lor!! ahaa..pester him until he pei wo take train until wlands..yay!
oh ya todae...i received one present le!! from toma! woot~ thx oh!! the cat v kawaii!! hehe..reali is v cute..jus like mi =x.. jk. yeps...thats all for todae...happy vdae n happy frenship dae!
*jie shang de qing ren shuang shuang dui dui.kan de wo xing li zhi zai ku qi.*
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Sunday, February 13, 2005
4:45 AM
Nv had a nice weekend...ytd initalli wana go up to my ah yi hse..budden was sick...so stae at hm~ and when i m bit better to study for GEMS..Ding Dong..my dunoe hu cum n bai nian...seriously i v sian diaoz...aft that...my cousins all came again+ some relatives..baH! totalie cant study for gems test...wth! todae morning went aljunied pay respects to my grandpa...yeps...time flies..he left us for 2yrs+ alr...aft that went cdans makan lunch...den came hm...haha! my bro bunch of jc classmates cum bai nian..the hse was like so noisy? diaoz...but den nt reali gt shuai ge to c lor... -.-
tml new term le...last term for semester2..can said tt wasted totali one term slacking n doing nth much..except tinking of nonsense...n guess wad? i haven finished compling the reports n complete my individual reports...loser..cant even complete those reports in one weeks' time? v-dae tml! gona catch movie wif my mushrms+ivan n wk...great difference aft 3yrs...well~ cant grumble,i made tt decision n unpleasant events jus triggered along e wae...sicko.
last nite.she's like a child.quarrelled.being dragged n held tightly.on e verge of madnessntears.tryin to attempt sucide.leaving us at wits ends.intears.heartbreaks.lurch.pls.dun. torture us.try & 4give n 4get.thou i noe it's hard.i beg of u.it reali pains me to c u liddis.ilu.
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with a shattered heart
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
7:19 AM
Well..2nd entry for the dae! jus came back frm reunion dinner[steamboat] frm my ah yi hse..this yr de reunion dinner...dunoe like wad..everybody kept quiet thru out so i also kept quiet la..feeling kinda down..perhaps is becus i saw the mv for ai qing bu neng zhuo bi jiao n ming ming heng ai ni de mv..c liaoz..xing li jue de you dian nang guo..yi guo le liang ge xing qi le..wo hai shi wang bu liao ta shuo shuo de yi qie.. :'( xing li shi fou hai qi wang zhe na xie bu ke neng de shi?
back in nh todae...saw those juniors attending lst 3mths de...gt 3 went RJC **FAINTZ** and quite many in Hwa Chong Insitution( HCJC last time ) and NJC...coolzz! this batch reali is brainy...quite stunned to c those those have AP/lians also can get into hwa chong..which means they really can produce results althou they have AP..i must sae,i xian mu this kind of pple..jus like last yr de 4/8.. mischievous bunch of guys...but all can produce quality results...smart.
slpt for a few hrs todae..but i still feel tired...more of mentally ba. this two weeks thou i m cheerful on the surface..but more like a torture inside....jus dun reali feel like doing all those stupid reports...still left 4 to go...its quite hard to do the editing n complilation..the one i dread most is the cctv report for rwp...reali dunoe wad to write...why must we have that irky module?
at times i feel that its better if u could leave mi alone..but ....
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
Todae CNY eve...but den like nt least excited at all..dun reali have e mood compared to last yr even thou i was sick like hell. still rmb last yr combination of vomiting,fever,sorethroat,cough...but still enjoyed myself...morning went to meet xy jie at clementi to go back nh tgt...but den wake up late so nv put on contact lens...n heng dad fetch mi to clementi...walk bt 20mins back to nh..damn~ the lst thing is that benedette lim guan lan mi! n continue to niao mi..wah kaoz~ v sway one..alwasy go back she sure dere niao mi one..haha~ talk to teachers like peh peh,kam,surin,lee,foo,ong...yeps...we were like asking kam to hao hao zhuo ren [meaning qucikly be a father] n surin nice lor..gif mi a tangerine jelly n one big choco coin...peh gif mi a red packet wif 2choco inside..so sweet~ as usual..me elsie n huiyu sat at e canteen...mi n elsie biao shuai ge~ but sadly nt much..onli know that zhanli more shuai le!!! :P the performace...nt that bad la..the nh idol..haha! gaoxiao lor! gt one sec1 ger v daring..her singing n actions...den one grp perform the song chun zhen[one piano,one dizi,one er hu n one singer] thats e best performace among all! gt a grp gt sec3 gers v pro le..damnce jolin de zhao pai dong zhuo..the 5of dem dance quite well lor..slim n soft body..haha! went ginza wif hy to makan lunch..well~ ger gd to c dat u cheer up a bit la..dun dwell on unhappy things for cny kies...dun let that stupid woody ruin ur mood..althou i also refering to myself la..but lets try kie!
took train to my ah yi hse for steamboat...i k wif my ah yi tgt for a short while..sang lydia n fish leong songs la...b4 i went to slp...my cousin v nice la...ask mi go lie on her bed n on aircon for mi...v tired todae cus last nite pia report for dark adaptometry till quite late..guilty le..e mushrms all finish their allocated work le..left mine..sorry if i drag abit too long..
left nh for 2yrs le..but den i still miss my sec sch daes...with e guys liven up the class wif their yellow jokes n their crappy stuff n stupid acts...n of cus gossips wif e gers...haha~ totally no feelings for the new nh building...todae while walking to e bus stop..by pass e old campus...everything is gone..gone to make wae for the NUS high Sch.. :( sianz...cny~ jus another dae for mi...guess this few daes nites will be for mi to pia lab reports le! wish mi luck.
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Monday, February 07, 2005
5:45 AM
Woot~ todae i enjoy myself alot lor...haha~ althou morning nid to drag myself out of bed return back sch discuss lab reports...again siahz...so mani lab reports..all like kinda hard to complete? boo!!! well~ but at least gt sth for mi to look forward to lor...cus mi n ling went kbox wif xh.. huiyun originalli wana go de..but den sick so nv go lor...yeps..
left sch..mi n ling went jec de k-pool find xh n ivan doggie~ doggie trim his hair oh..bit short la..butstill :) haha~ den doggie dun wan to sing lor..so left the 3 of cus....sang alot of songs...mostly chi oldies...eng..duets...haha~ finalie found some whom will appreciate chi oldies de..they are really v nice lor! i must sae..xh sang eng songs nice lor..budden his chi songs ma..haha gt the eng accent dere... :P aft xh left..mi n ling sang mostly duet songs...haha~ too bad i nt aloy oh...sang xuan zhe! i reali like this song man...the mv for ming ming heng ai ni is v nice too..haha~ oh yar! nv mention that i saw this kbox waiter...hmm~ kinda gd looking wif w.o those mou beng on his face...called wince..unqiue name hor..haha~ wl nv get his no ...lols
reach hm ard 8.15...xy jie call mi...decided to meeet 8.45 at clementi...cus she said pprogram start at 9..but i heard frm yingqi tt start at 8.30..well dunoe la~ the most miss alittle bit nia..haha!! looking forward to c some teachers! yay!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Sunday, February 06, 2005
6:12 AM
Xuan Zhe - choice
Singers: Sally Yeh and George Lam Lam: In the windy days, we smile and look at the falling flowers. Sally: In the snowy season, we toast to the moon. Lam: Such a feeling. Sally: Such a journey. Together:We went through it together. * Sally: I wish you can love me until the land becomes old and the sky becomes desolated. Lam: I wish you can accompany me to the cape and the ends of the world. Together:Even if I have to start everything all over again, I will not change my decision. I have chosen you. You have chosen me. Sally: I certainly will love you loyally. Lam: I certainly will accompany you until the seas are dry and the rocks are crumbled. Together:Even if I return to the beginning, this is still my only decision. **Together:I have chosen you. You have chosen me. This is our choice. Lam: We went through the spring and fall. Sally: We see of today and tomorrow again. Lam: Day after day. Sally: Month after month. Year after year. Together:Our heart will not change. Repeat * Together:I certainly will love you loyally. I certainly will accompany you until the seas are dry and the rocks are crumbled. Even if I return to the beginning, this is still my only decision. Repeat ** Repeat **
Find a translation of this song into eng lyrics at webby..kinda interesting thou..but in chi i find it more meaningful...one of the chi oldies i like alot..but den its a duet n the pitch is kinda high..haha!
Stupid sundae! jus completed the 3reports for ocular physiology..took a few hrs...indeed a slow coach! stare infront of the comp typing n researching until wana vomit lor..eyes so tired, head spinning..argh! wonder if i shld do physio optics prac todae too....or switch to the rwp de cctv report....physio optics de report is e most demanding de...still nid to type aims prodedures all this...n the qns also dunoe required how long...sianz...wonder if i still gt time to do revision during the holis or nt...haiz! so sway our term break clash wif CNY...means we lugi 2.5daes of holis...wad is this man? nv even compensate us back...
tue i still tinking want to go back to nh or nt...althou initially i realie want to go back..but i tink of last yr..those hu wear hm clothes ( poly students n those hu nv attend lst 3mths ) were denied entry at lst...also dunoe whyz...i also dunoe if those frens in jc going back or nt...but i reali wan to watch their preformace le..cus i heard frm yingqi that gt nh idol..diaooz...~~ n i miss my juniors wonder how are they preparing for their SYF. haiz...dunoe la...
dun feel like staying at hm...mama n sis dere kb-ing mi i nv help in spring cleaning...wth! i nv help out doesnt means tt i slacking ard lor...i trying to do reports kies..tink so easi to be done ah! -.-
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Saturday, February 05, 2005
7:18 AM
Spend quite some time listening to those mp3s in my bro's drive...transfer those nice songs to my playlist..wow~ realli a lot of nice songs..esp the chi oldies..hiak hiak!! huiyun~ if u r reading this..dun u call mi retro..haha! todae woke up at 10.15 when susposed to meet weiling n sh at 11.15...went pizza hut makan...aft that,went the study area near fc3...discuss some lab reports,wl smsed ryan for help for some qns..i msg wanfen n shang..but den they both reply quite late lor...haha! but nvm..gt reply jiu hao...when almost finishing discussing the report le...we began to slack n sing songs lor...yeps...haha! qing chang cus no music ma...we sang newyr songs,xmas songs,some chi retro songs,when we believe,25mins,only love,n blahh~~ weiling sang one song v cute le! the fang xiao xuan de wo ai xi zhao song. shld be this title..haha! pengz...realie like returning to those times during pri sch n lower sec...
when i return hm..edit my microbio report n printed it out..okies~ one report dwn. den went to ZzZZ till dinner time...bought a new pair of earings...:P also wipe my tables,book shelves..re arrange my stuff so tt they look neater...haha! new yr cuming..but nt least excited at all lor...like no qi feng de...still gt alot of reports to do! yet dun have e sense of urgency to complete it.. slacker mi!
yuan beng tml wana go out wif sh n ling de..but den sh nt free...haha! nvm la...can spent times at hm c can do wad lor...looking forward to mon...cus mi huiyun n ling going k-box in e aftnn aft discussing lab reports in e morning...haha! tink asking the 4pillars if dey wana go..but den i dun tink dey will lor..haha!
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Friday, February 04, 2005
6:03 AM
Boo Hoo! todae optics test..omg! tink wun flunk,but wun did well either...well~ xi guan le. my tests for this sem are like so shitty shit? all becus of.... bah! todae highlight of the dae is pon GEMS n went SP open hse...even thou i'm alr a student dere. mi n weiling pon gems...den we song yong the 4pillars dun go gems too..muahaha! so we went lib print notes...using zhen's acc cus he forget to log out...den off we go to convention centre. took the goodie bag..the choco damn nice lor!! :P we hope on the bus to SPGG, chio place budden exp membership! guankai color wolf la!! peep into the ladies spa place..but he nt gu yi de la cus he dunoe...hahahahah!!!! nxt hope on another bus to sch of biz..kinda sian...budden i realised that banking n finance like v interesting..esp the trading floor~~ woot!!! like v exciting like that lor..nvm~ perhaps aft my diploma..i shall go further into Banking finance. left ard 2+ cus 3pm gt s.soh de microbio~ boo!!! okies la..todae class sort of focusing my attention to the lecture except occasionally msging my 'dear'. hahah :P
aft class...with e 4pillars went back to convention centre again..but nv take goodie bag again la.. chris was dere...so we dere toking to him..hahas! he sae binocular vision is the hardest module de...n he wan ice cream...so greedy!!! left SP ard 5+ took train...saw some juniors (liping they all) sitting down on e floor...wah liew~ a bit disgrace to nh le...went for my haircut! woot! cut quite alot of hair awae..i tink my hairlength can compare wif wk or xh liaoz. initially wana add color to my hair de but todae nv bring enuff money~ aft cny i shall go back again. new yr..must have new hair cut..everyting also must new..hopefully my life wld turn better..dun wish to be in misery..yeps aft that went to meet mama for dinner at crystal jade :P yummy n full..haha!
well~ my one week term break is here..but with 8reports? so doesnt make ani diff if gt holis or nt lor...hai! tv time!
a lonely soul
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
4:29 AM
Sian..todae i woke up at 7am...late for chris lesson..budden realised that mani pple also later den mi...on the same train as wk n ivan..but tt stupid ivan walked v fast cus his legs long ma~ having gastric the whole dae,very xing ku :( on train kinda buay tahan..haiz~ tink is nv eat aniting n last nite drank tiger beer[half can nia] tts y becum liddis. wana jie jiu xiao chou,but the chou like still dere...was talking to elsie bt this...perhaps nxt time we shld go chill out tgt...at least todae my mood turn better...laughing along with them...but den i just still cant bring myself to talk to a someone la.. dun ask mi why..cus i also dunoe...
todae continue our dark adaptometry the red fixation light de..did it twice..lst try when sh was e subject...it was wrong...so aft sch go n redo...must thanks guankai for helping us lor..but sian lor..be subject again..it was like wth? lst time for microbio lesson tt i can almost concentrate thru out le...achievement...tml morning gt prac again...dr wilfred tang conducting..that guy wif the XXY chromosomes..boO!! kong gu gang towards him,cus tt time during presentation he grilled us like dunoe wad...haiz~ tml prac requires subject again..i nt going to be one le..althou its a simple tast lor..
damn tired todae..slp for 1hrs plus jus nw..haven studied yet...nxt week holis le..but alot of lab reports to complete...n i guess this new yr wun be a happy one to mi...vdae cuming...guess this yr de vdae wld be diff frm previously le...cus yeps..lst yr of single hood for mi aft 3yrs spending it wif wenqin..haha! but nevetheless~ shall celebrate wif sh n wl n mebbe hy..we jiang hao le~ go movie tgt..hope dey wun fly my aeroplane..cus i dun wan a lonely vdae..guess spending it wif my buddies wld be a great one too..
yeps..update till here...can sense sth bad happening soon..feeling chou again...wadeva!!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Tuesday, February 01, 2005
4:52 AM
5hrs of slp for mi..pro rite? well~ so of cus i nv meet the mushrms at dover lor..met wk at dover instead,he earlier den mi lor...diaoz~ realised that for dr koh's lesson he alwasy on time de le..but for chris or ms lek's lesson..he sure late de.. surprisingly during ocular physio i managed to stae awake lor despite 5hrs of slp..yeps...achievement..
todae's prac,learn new things again..learn the schmier's test to measure tear vol,mine is 2cm, the shortest among the 3..guess last nite teared too much le. also learn how to put fluorscent dye on frens' eye...yea! n using slit lamp to c the cornea n tear breakup. aft prac went to do dark adaptometry..do halfwae nia,tml nid to cont again..i dun wan be subject le..
went for my 2nd soft lens fitting...bah! that jeremiah is so......i nth to sae.haha~ words like 'knn' can cum out frm his mouth cus he keep dropping the lens...diaoz~ n todae is tt karen wang marked his performace..how sway of him lor~ karen asked him this qn: how cum u must fit lens of 2diff brands into patient eye? my ans were e same as him..means is for comparision purposees la..but karen sae wrong! >.< n he liked karna asked mani qns lor.. hahas...jeremiah is funny..esp when i said that chris more handsome den him...he said he felt insulted..this one still nvm~he go n tell those pple at e counter tt i said chris v shuai~ omg~ den for my delivery, he asked mi book those daes that the clinician is chris de...omg. took train tgt wif wk todae..haha~ cus i asked him to wait for mi aft his delivery...die die also must wait...n i tink he waited qutie long..haha~ nt realie used to c him wearing contact lens lor..n yeps rite nw i wearing my contact lens..haha~ bit siao rite? but nvm~ spent bt 15mins on my left eye n 5min on my right eye..dunoe y e lens die die also dun wan to stick onto my cornea..diaoz~ hopefully later i will hav a easi time laying off e lens.
not feeling gd in my heart..haiz~ the moment i sign in msn..pple asking mi hu i hate..jus dun feel like talking bt it again cus i noe i sure will liu lei...called mi crybaby wadeva.i dun care. only huiyu noes wad happen n yeps,thx to her for listening to mi... :) tml another long dae 8-5 dreaded it. and to u...i nv sae tt u're faking n pretending le..i'm nt refering to anibody in the previous entry cus i'm refering to myself.
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT
