my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Saturday, December 30, 2006
11:34 PM
Work consecutively for two daes..seems tt i reali enjoy my time dae when K nv work. yeh! but i noe she will be back one dae la unless she be tai tai at hm lor. tis two daes v buzi, wah! my legs are suffering in tt pair of heels, i still prefer my anna nucci ones.. todae late for work again, but lucky judge nt working. den dey wana buy 4D, so chap dem one share. i gif alot of nos..quite stupid no like hq unit no, outlet no. blahh! i bought tianpo unit no.. 01-23/24. i initially wan to buy 2314 or 2304 but christine ask mi buy 2324..tink tonite none of us strike la..haa! was waiting for my lunch to be bought back until i wan to die ah, finali its back, same as wad i ate ytd..bit sian but nvm la! todae dey did alot of sales ,im jus stoning dere..too tired liao..but at least i did one big sale..haa! tag hauer frame le!! w 1.67 transitiion MC. wah! but of cus w some of don's help. my heart was throbbing when i was doing e rx, im reali scared gt prob la..grrh! james n don keep asking mi sign sign sign..but aiya.. =x i tink don more n more shuang in calling my nickname liao, n i reali more n more happy to call him xiao qiang!! haa! ytd nite was a bad nitemare. cus ytd get niaoed by a stupid customer..arsehole! den come back, eat bath saw anna email. when i open it, i nearli fainted la. hai! my hands reali went cold. but i guess w e 4ofus, we can polish e report one rites.. =) den keng gai w ah ling..haa! u dun anihow talk to walls or toilet bowls la..lol! still gt journals to be read. sianzed.
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Thursday, December 28, 2006
4:20 PM
Jus chiong finish 5pces of vcd..duno why its black n white. but nvm, beats than nt able to play it on my dvd player. meet up for fyp tml so meaning gotta report late for work, hopefully tml ps nt working, pls pls pls. talking bt fyp, hai~ onli noe how to enjoy myself in guilt w/o reading those journals. soo chim to mie..szehui!! i nid u to explain to mie. on phone until two plus last nite..alas, been ages since we last chatted le! admit that im reflecting bt those notaslagic (or wadeva u spell it) moments..time flies. few more daes to 31st dec, the movie meet e fockers, the skate ring, how we finali move frm yr2 wing to yr3 wing, the few food trips, the yummy exp food u wld introduce to mi, honey baked ham, B&J icecream,fish n co! hhaa! come to tink back of those times, its indeed wah!! talking bt graduation, ns, working, i will definitely miss my clique!! and i trust u to come up w the alternative tinking, hmm~ do u tink he is tt "self sacrificed" ? with my qns i posed to u startling out of ur tiredness, shocked hor! with ur voice ending my nite n ur sexy voice starting my dae. lucky i jus woke up! haha! ur karyn white song nv fail to shatter my windows !!! u seem so high la, but dun attempt to destroy my ear peace.. -jk la- nice food shall await us soon! so ytd also out to ms kbox for singing n lil celebration for the smallest mushrm.! yes! u finally turn 19!! so nxt time canot hao lian u are still 18 liao. fun singing w the gers. iris, thanks for ur pooh cookies n dayne ur pressie! and sokie v cute ger la, haha! tink nxt time must ask her along to k , tgt w her long lost sister, both of dem indeed sent mi luffing to madness. 26/12 and 27/12, make two decisions on this two daes. to me, its considered v impt. i really hope there's no regrets. mmmhmm...
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Monday, December 25, 2006
11:32 PM
Meerryyy xmas!!! I wan my pressies!! but so far only receive one la, its cookies lor..my xmas eve is spent w my dearest colleagues - ah james, don, peisung n christine- edward put aisde 60bucks for ordering pizza on 25/12 but i 25/12 i nt working, so i jkingly ask dem to order tt dae lor n don realli did! so happy..eat until bloated sia..n its was only tt dae, i reali don kinda x-rated sia..wah kao!! he said xmas eve is a tragedy dae for gers lor n he make fun of my chi name n keep di-siaoing mi...!! so in return, i will start calling him xiao qiang or physio liaoz, den he nickname peisung acuvue tan!! haha! den heard frm christine tt last fri shawn came in n relief, at tt moment, im tinking shawn is hu sia..haha ! yao si oh xh, sae pple hair is extension lai de sia..since edward nt working, we close shop at .... ahah! oopz catch charlotte's web todae! wilbur is so damn cute -oinks- first time visit to grand cathay, so sparsely shopped..haha! bumped into elsie at park mall, eh~ ger, time for meet up again le!! nw working liao, rich liao hor..hee! ride to cia but since i rushing hm, so dun have a gd time for admiring, in e end, im nt needed..wad e sia. so started packing stuff tt i bought frm bkk, i guess i reali nid another wardrobe..but den no space sia..haha! so much of the happy tings, tink of fyp! sian ah!!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
Okies..im back frm my BKK trip. shall blog abt it!!
set off on wed. flight on tiger airways -budget- n its gona be my last time on budget airlines liao. i love taking off n landing as usual..its so thrilling, esp if there's air turbulence. stae at SAMRAN place another -budget- hotel, or rather a motel. suffered abit dere..their complimentary breakfast serving is small..haha! the taxi rides dere are hmm~ wad can i sae. the drivers are gd at swerving here n dere. gd at chopping pple if u dun ask dem go my meter..n we met one taxi driver as wad edward described. act frenly to u n charge u not my meter..the tuk tuk rides are the ones i love best, super thrilling.. fast windy!! but nt exactly safe. each time on board taxi or cross e rds, i wld wonder if i still have a tml..haha! another one is the BTS skytrain..efficient fast. the best mode of transport ba..cheap too. lets tok bt shopping. BKK is indeed a shopping paradise! i guess i spent ard 300bucks Sing dollars! my mum nearli fainted..haha! mi n my sis realli noe how to shop. prefer those street markets than malls! cus i love bargaining!!! its surprising how much u can slash dwn e price!! haha! as for eating..nv really get to taste those rdside hawkers ba,wasted cus mostly makan at fc, i miss the STEWED PORK n KWAY CHAP! had tis two meals for consective two daes n im nt sicked of it lor.. i love porkie -oinks- last bt nt least, the airport..which i duno wad name is it called. its diff frm last time le, the new look is Magnificant. their duty free shops realli can be comparable to sing, high class! was expecting to see pilots at both airports, but onli a few, n old de..super sian! shuai ges over dere ma, gt some la..act the guys dere all like v gentle one le..nt rowdy kinds..too bad i nv meet ani ren yao! past 4daes in bangkok is fun! but im dwn w a irritable throat n flu n mossie bites. hai! duno which idiot tell mi e weather is hot dere, in e end i nv even sweat a drop ! its chilling lor. n haha~ to the two persons who received my sms while im overseas,must be honored okies! but i aslo duno how much each msg cost, i onli noe a min call wld cost mi 2bucks! and of cus nt forgetting buying souvenirs for my frens n mushies!!! haha...dey shall be ur xmas gifts huh! sh, paiseh ah, no ren yao for u! hahah! shall sign off here!! =) xmas cheers!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
4:00 PM
Okies..its e wee hrs of a tue morning!! Had CLS DnD at Pan Pacific Hotel. Enjoyable time. well~ glad that i receive quite +ve comments bt my hairdo ba..haha! initially i see liao kinda stunned lor..but nvm~ its all over! food was ok ok la, performace woohoo! althou the 01 table is quiet, but den lucky lor, 3 out of the 10 won their lucky draws..n our dear sokie won a alarm clock, haha! well~ the best part of the dae was capturing pics ba! so mani cams todae, duno how to get pics from all of dem sia..hMm, every ting ended ard one am. not in the mood of gg home so earli n dun wan to join dem in kbox, mi ling audrey n jessie went to The Atrium at Pan Pac lor, its sorta like a bar la, we ordered our liqueors, thanks audrey for the recommendation, the drink is nice =) chatted bit lor, well~ the topic of 'where to go aft grad' nv fail to get to talk bt it..how i wish i dun grad so soon la..left e place ard 2+ n i reach hm ard 3+..spent sometime in my bathrm n tada im here! lucky hair is easi to wash off.. phew~ haha! the cabbie v nice, gif mi bit of discount..haha! the weather is so damn bad lor, n im freaky cold aft my bath, yet super awake..i wonder how to tahan dispensing tml..hoho! one small regret of e dae, shld have been more brave n took a pic w mx ! aww~ kies la, dun wish to bore pple w e details of DnD, guess u peeps can tune in to weiling, ts, dayne, jessie blogs for more updates!
so aft DnD, lets blog bt working on sun. im v proud of my sales tt dae, althou nt v much la, but its v gd to mie liao..haha! sold one JPG shades, i couldnt find e case for it, in e end trouble all my colleagues in e shop to find, in e end also cant find. lucky e customer nv niao..phew~ sold one givenchy frame to a guy customer, in e end peisung sae tts more suitable for ladies..diaoz! but nvm! during e free times, mi n james were dere yan jiu-ing the street directory of cck area. he said cck maps rite, look like a dragon, w e dragon head at senja area dere, the body n heart at south view area den the tail at yewtee area..chao gaoxiao lor! n he sae most prob moving to 200+ dere..den i ask him y dun wan move to my neighbourhood..he replied sae the design of e flats dere too weird liao, which i agree la..pillars here n dere, make e rm shape like triangle..haha! den he sia-ing mi w his 3G phone lor, everytime let mi see his two lil kids..but both i must sae, resemble james la..the facial features v xiang lor..hha!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
11:02 PM
Thr had my first clinic session w Naga..very niao one. cant imagine still gt one thr aftnn at wcc w him..my first px is a paeds..tropia case..n suddenly i went blank on wad to do..2nd px is a teen girl who is so attitude lor..duno y my px at wcc most of dem are weird weird de.. Fri was late for my dispensing class..really dun feel like waking up la..got back dispensing test as well..double sianz. nite time went to RC de G2k to spent the 50% voucher..my wei lai da sao took so long to choose her stuff, make mi go hungry for soo long. ahaa As for todae, clinic at wcc again, under chee kong. haha, spent too much time keng gai-ing w xinyi until my 2nd px alr arrive i still duno, in e end drag abit..haha! during fitting, jie was telling mi bt mf..oh my goodness..duno how to describe my feelings at tt time la. aiyoz, n she call him but on speaker, lucky he nv pick up if not i tink i wld be speechless..n dun ever pangseh mi if we agreed on a outing hor..my last px his chi name almost exactly as mine, except for the last character..n his christian name v unique too. realised tt todae i quite not v polite to ck sia, n i still bargain w him during grading lorr.. =P working time todae im super stoned..v tired. n quite bz. i forgot to bring my black box home n haven returned christine e lunch money..ah james sae my swiss flex pao tang liao n he asked mi to choose another frame again, stupid eye tech!! n im late by a step, cus peisung told mi she jus throw awae some colored lens! ahh!! looks like i either stick to define or vivid or wisome brown.. or PV..haha! die la, 29/8 i working, so gotta cancel e plan of watching death note marathon..shit le, n tinking shld i work on 27/8? e outing cfm le ah?
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
9:36 PM
Todae had our sch of CLS graduation party!! wonderful performances, esp those by the sweet lil cuties frm kinderland! oh my goodness! they are so ke ai!! saw my og mate singing the duet -stunned- haha! okies la, the overall performances not bad lor..there's efforts put in..too bad optom is only a small subset of CLS. and also congrats to both the Johnson n Johnson winners~~ had a reception n phototakings at T1A. Wooh..the QF4 for the females de jus over..bit sian la..more of looking forward to tml guys de performance..haha! love the song Yi Ge Ren De Wo Yi Ran Hui Wei Xiao ..nice song =) so for e past two daes..headache n trying hard to force myself to do sth for fyp, but den plain laziness still get better of mie..yeps..n i duno y, the stupid headache is realli killing mie. got my shoes for DnD le, thx ah ling for companying mi.. kinda guilt over ytd EIC test..sorry to both my partners, i failed totally n horribly as a speaker, perhaps ling wld do a better job. n sorry to dayne also, for not providing some useful journals..... so many sorries above, n tml i wld feel sorry for myself. clinic under raju, jus gt tis strong deadly instinct tt i wld die in his hands..hai! jus like when i noe tt ah mo is my clinician..awW! peeps, jus wish mi luck tml... jia you!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Saturday, December 09, 2006
11:35 PM
Last counter duty over liaoz!! Went to cLiNic with a hungry stomach..thanks maya for the biscuits..was hiding at a corner behind e counter to munch on it..phew~ clinic todae ended quite late ba, went to jumbo for lunch w jodi..n the plain lazy mi took a bus to dover mrt, too lazy to walk la..haha! n lucky tis time rd , no train halts or wadeva, reach capitol quite late cus sokie was earlier than mi!!!! lst time both of us working tgt..realli short handed todae. pei sung n don on leave, den kelly on maternity leave le! tts fast..another baby girl~ christine showed us her bb girl photo, so cute n chubby can! omg..prominent facial features..n her chi name is soo hao ting lo! -yi xun- =) the 3ofus were chatting for the upcoming DnD..lol~ sokie really gt alot of crazy ideas..reali pengz! n todae is the first time i left the shop so late lor..9.38pm!! kies la, todae others it may seem earli..when e shutter is alr one quarter down, still gt customers who are so niao come in to collect specs n choose specs. n gt tis customer, he told mi he wan to change his frame when everything is alr setted in..wth! den u must well choose a frame u like first b4 sending to the lab ma! reali wan to slap him sia! one more thing!! i cant find my clipboard in clInic!! i jus saw it todae morning but when i was bt to leave e place, i cant find it!! pls pls, whoever take it or borrow it, place it back la..u wan the board u take la, but pls return mi my bv notes n efron chart!!! i also forget wad notes i still clip inside..thankss!!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Thursday, December 07, 2006
7:34 PM
Finally my super long awaited counter duty is here, but i hate dispensing la, it wld be best w/o quota!! anw, must thanks kw for dispensing, cus todae is my one and only half dae dispensing, the other sat is scheduled to go ttsh. todae found out one thing which reali make mi v mad lor, tt person v wad lohz..qi si wo le. feel like im damn lazy la, nt tinking in the right way..todae did sth quite against oc policy..but i guess i help e px save some money anw. nth much happen tis few daes, cus no sch no lessons, except mon's presentations, tue went back be xh patient for rgp fit..waiting for the movie charlotte's web to be screened, weiling ~ wo yue ni okie! hahaa! was talking to her aft clinic, dun be so mad liao la, nxt time i will kick u in ur legs de.. =P feel that tis season de PSS kinda boring leh, last season de im still mad over it la, but tis time rd feel quite sian..haha! but den each nite i wld be waiting for my pilot show at ten pm. tink i shall go borrow vcd frm james...woo! y-i-c-h-e-n- ~~!!!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Saturday, December 02, 2006
11:25 PM
So continue frm ytd entry bt the EMERGENCY case for my lst px..oHH! n pple, guess wads e emergency bt? its gradual dist blur vision n the conclusion is wrong RX.. interesting rite? omg! but den in e end, i still handed her a referral letter for a visit to ophthal..2nd px default so i took huiyun's px, take IOP only, den Siew Lian asked mi "how am i gg to mark u" ? obviously she duno there's sth call follow up lohz..3rd px, another niao one..jus came 4mths plus ago..realised that he needed a near add, n his purpose of visit is to compare if there's any diff for his near add. but nvm, it earn mi a GE mark. was so tired (again) aft clinic..n my mrt ride hm was 'prolonged' by long stops at each station..but the lucky thing is there's train disruption service bw wlands n sembawang, n im alighting at wlands..the reason was an accident, wonder wad happened sia.. reach hm, aft changing, flop dwn onto my bed n slp all e wae till dinner time. went CHoMp cHoMp makan, wonder how mani calories i nid to burnt off -haish- den went to admire the nite scenery of CBD area, shun bian da bao dinner hm frm lao ba sat for my bro..it cost mi $4.50~!! glad that he said its delicious n heng heng, tonite no spot check call frm my mum or sis, phew~ tata!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Friday, December 01, 2006
11:03 PM
1st of dec, brand new month! Hai, time fliessss!! realised that first half of e week normally kinda slack, until it comes to thr, clinic followed by dispensing on fri followed by clinic on sat again.! while, todae had my tinting prac, tinnted quite a handful of lens,since no samples for us to follow, we were jus playing w the tints n chatting w mr lee lor. v careless during my test, dun sae bt it le. was v distracted while revising for it..i duno why certain things jus went thru my mind..but den since its a decision i made, i shall not go n tink over it le la. was so damn tired todae tt i slp thru e presentations..lucky nv get caught..tired until i act so stupid at ginza tgt w c kway. ytd was clinic dae, seems tt under lek de, their 2nd px all default..no wonder 5pm dot all left liao..anw~ must thanks ling n duck for ur help! ling, ur acu adv cant order le! so means i also cannot..sianz 1/2. n duck , i nv torture u on thr ah, nxt tue dun scratch my precious cornea okies! n i officially finished my metropsis le, including the ten deg..my brain cells duno get killed how much liao. its week 11 le. still gt many things on the list.. but i jus cant get myself to focus on completing the assigments..FYP PBL Journal!! fyp is the most gruelling one, simply null motivation to do it. but im also too obessed w my pilot show! hahah! my two shuai ges! talking bt tis, ytd mel was making fun of mi bt the triangel n duck n being a pilot..tsk tsk. thot tt tml my 1st px default, but edmund told mi gt one emergency case, tml i shall see wad is his emergency, if is jus normal Sx, i will sure take out my RAF rule n wack pple liao! HAO FAN AH!!!!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT
