my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Monday, September 28, 2009
5:58 AM
my work marathon finally ended. off to batam in a few hr's time. so fast time flies...its the 4th week of holis already! 2 more wks and sch will starts.! scary~ and apoc still waiting for reply >.< hopefully i wont become sicker there, throat is still so as irritating. recently was you-tube-ing . and i finally learnt how to upload vidoes frm u-tube to my player. thks steven. i will miss my tv and my lil soft toys and waka waka. caught two movies over the wkends. accident and phobia 2. accident nt bad, but a short show. 4BIA is definitely much more better than phobia2. tink onli the last story is nice..ooPz. since was in yishun ytd, walked past xiang yun shop. she v hardwrking le. and told mi wad yp exp. hah, nth will goes wrong. and she told mi gv yishun alot of kopi o . lolz. had lunch at taste of thai and muturbak @ ah mei. the latter one can condemned! later i shall go eat ba chor mee! i will miss porkie!! =P hai, this post is like v random. also duno wad to type. happy zhong qiu till then! =P
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009
5:19 AM
its wed and the last dae of my work marathon. and mon im off to batam. anw, meet up w my gers for the past two daes. thanks for accommodating for schedule and sending mi to work! love u gers!
The good thing about having free time is the freedom to sit back and chill a little. The bad thing is the freedom to think about things without much distractions. mentioning bt tt, i really found my pleasure in reading novels.. cus i rem ever since my uni starts, i spent most of my time reading lect notes. realie enjoyed my time reading at my leisure. hmm...on e other hand, ref. to the latter part of the sentence, tinking bt things w/o distractions. haah. tis wk of my holis has been wrking marathon. seriously, trying to sort out my thots, but haven reali done tt. trying to psycho myself bt failed. anw, todae was our first meeting for APOC. i guess i realli look forward to it perhaps its the venue..haha! but then the deadline seems ominious. bit regret commiting myself to the two wks of marathon cus i feel burnt out mentally, yet i just couldnt enjoy quality slp. i noe the reason for it, but yet couldnt do aniting. =( had high tea buffet @ zhou's. super full! i tink i can forgo my lunch for tml. the char siew pastry and egg tarts are delicious, esp the tarts, comparable to da zhong guo one. aft that, cross over to ttsh. to get a new highlighter. i noe i bit bo liao le, but ya. i gt one highlighter and a pen. lucky nv see colin tan, if nt i wld strangle him. o ya, prior to tt, finally roll dwn to ICA to collect my new passport. kao eh, wait kinda long le, and i thot my hands are nt tt rough. y do i still nid moisturizer? grrh! catch a movie at cine 'blood ties' . omg, its super bloody than horror. realie bloody shows. but nt a bad one thou. ever since im deprived for 6wks, i tink i realli feel like watching movies as often as i wish..since nw also gt quite a no of shows i wana watch. the proposal and UP and the time traveller's wife. aft movie, walked ard town searching for my sis present. cant find. in e end, pulled someone back to cwp and i bought a nike bag for my sis. a diff design frm my nike bag thou, so we can exchangE! haha! my 4 daily mrt trips busted todae. haha, tis explains todae i reali went to quite a couple of places... and back to two more wrking daes.! jia you! thks for taking off to accompany mi....
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
+++
Monday, September 07, 2009
7:42 AM
Gona prepare myself for wrk in an hr's time. i realised where's my tolerance for retail-ing gone to. i stll rem able to tahan for at least bt a wk b4 getting my off , w/o much suan-ness in my legs, but just wrking for the past two daes, i feel as if my legs are breaking. mi and clarie were afraid of the holy figure at the end of the dae, but it turned out to be a pleasant surprise. phew~ as usual, i tink wrking with my SA, no matter at which practice, i gt a 'bad habit' which im nv been able to kick. haa~ whose who noe mi well enuff will noe wad is it. ncoo came to an end. i tink i get more ze er as each dae past. met david and he told mi he was appointed as the CL ......, okies and he still likes to rant on why i left MMI, leaving boss with no optometrist to carry on his legacy vpc. was reading jh blog entries, wah~ it sort of like a triggering factor. a 2wks vs a 6mths. and the pit he's previosuly in. well, nv thot of the acquantaince betw. us cus my mum has been mentioning bt jh a couple of times, and i met him once prior to that. oh ya~ my bro is back from london! he's grown fatter!! wahaha!!! and he brought mi a ty patrick ! i was so happy when i saw that, cus first: i nv expect him to get sth for mi and 2ndly, at least he noe i like patrick! =P he bought mum a longchamp bag, haa~ just tt bigger than mine 'longchamp' bag. and the chocos are tastie!! =P but he said its expensive. cus a plate of duck rice cost him 7.5 pounds and bread for 4.0 pounds. the holis are here, but somehow i dun feel excited nor happy. its different frm my 3wks term break, totally different. some things to tink thru, and the first deadline is 14/9/09. i still haven went to ICA to collect my passport, ani kind souls wnaa company mi?
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
+++
Thursday, September 03, 2009
6:01 PM
current and 4yrs ago. haha~ organising committee n student delegate. learnt to be more appreciative of attending CME.... =) sem exams finally over le. finally, can stop digesting from the notes alr. anw~ last paper gms was seriously a killer. grrh! 三师兄 bluff us. noe ur basics will do. wah piang eh, my basics = noeing the headings ok. post exams outing or celebration was simply great. went kbox@chinatown, 2-7. its been a long time since we sang tgt le. aft which went pumproom @ clark quay with the co. quite a big grp. jessie ling ch yf wh yk hy kw cy ts . cant stop teasing hy bt the thail trip. the beer is nice! tis time i noe my limits, i told myself wad happened during pcc gathering last dec wont repeat again! its fun playing zhong ji mi ma. and i must pei fu the 3 jiu gui, shots! wah! and still feeling okies. cabbed home w cy. on e wae back im still happily talking w him but when i reached hm, KO on my sofa. todae NCOO! got to be up v earli..onli had a few hrs of slp. but it was a gd deal le, helper and enjoyed the full conf w/o paying. my strategic spot and easi task. and entertainment frm jonah.. keep saying i make him luff during his speech cus he's e mcee ma..nt my fault,who asked him so ze er. the fun part of counting down and ringing the bell. for some, we cheated a lil, for e benefit of our tummies. but it was w the approval frm jonah. aft that was food with the gers again! receive a comment frm dr oinks todae, hai how i wished its e other wae rd lor. frm nxt few following wks, tink i wld freak out if i receive ani email or call frm her. pls pls! and hopefully results wld be released b4 the deduction of the feess... one more dae of ncoo, work marathon. admist the free time ,i tink i gotta tidy up e ruins of exam war and my wardrobe again. and tv dvd reading swimming! APOC + batam preparation and the two trips! using all tis as anasthetics..........
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT
current and 4yrs ago. haha~ organising committee n student delegate. learnt to be more appreciative of attending CME.... =)