my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Monday, April 30, 2007
11:48 PM
tis few daes have been reaching home late. sian half, and ytd b4 leaving i get niaoed for e same reason, not for e first time, not e second but third time. seriously i dun wan a 4th time. n i must admit, ok la, my fault. =/ so went hm w heavy footsteps.. wake up todae feeling slightly better. mi annie kim wrking. morning only few miserable jobs arrived. i go n dig the pile of trays, faxed to office liao. duno when reply. i also wont have so much hopes la. at least i did my job. im alr used to it. we ordered pizza hut for lunch. shuhui n jian wei joined us. it was annie treat. at least gd food makes my dae. we also plan our nxt outing -gers only- ahah! todae was v v v slack thru out aftnn till evening...so the 3ofus were talking bt travelling. i wnaa go genting! kim also. but den its impossi. for us to go tgt. ah yao was v late. and so mani jobs. i will have a 'gd' time tml calling. during closing its e most exciting time...was a close shave..hopefully we also hit the amt for collection. well~ who dun wan extra cash rite?
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
1:45 AM
IM so so fuull..waiting for some digestion to take place b4 heading to lala~ land. so yeps, went supper aft wrk wif ah bian, jenny n louis. seeing louis makes mi tink tt todae is sun but its act. a sat. tis two daes i duno y , i reach at 1035 but that ah ben is still earlier than mi..hai yo! but i noe tml i most prob will be late la, nearli to two already..n my hair still wet. anw. the dinner is super yummy due to e fact im v hungry la, even jenny n louis were kinda surprised by the amt i ate. we order maggi goreng, cheese egg prata,cheese mushie prata,cheese onion prata, kabin soup, mixed grill, milo dino, milo gozilla,milo kinkong n bundung dino, chicken n mutton satays. the satay meat is tender..but when louis said maybe half cooked nia, i begin to ahem...well~ jus hope tt tonite no stomach upset. n the reason that we go alameen..its v obvious tt its halal.. my cute colleagues still wan to order oinks chop, sweet n sour oinks, bak ku teh sia..haha! i mean we were reali amusing ourselves w tt lo..so when jenny was ordering the satay, im reali waiting if the work pork wld come out frm her mouth! chao funny sia! lucky i still managed to catch my 961 home, doze off .. two more daes to mth end, grp target!! tis mth v tight sia. jus hope tml n mon tings wont screw up..ytd a dior save my dae! phew~ todae le, i see my colleagues dere serving cust doing refractions, mi le..stuck w a couple choosing shades..i tink gt one hr plus sia. omg, in e end one bought oakley the other bought a YSL shades..if not i wld curse again.haha! since tt time ah bian sae im too stingy w my dis on sunglass, i bet he will sae im too generous soon.ahaha~ but nvm who cares, i hate to see those sun glasses sitting dere for so long...the newly arrived ray bans are not nice either, dun hav the aviators de, but vision co gt lo...unfair!!! act. dwnstairs de frames some designs not bad le but we dun have..wonder wad range does spec hut has..ahaha! oh yar, todae jerome come my shop again. haha~ i still rem the first time he came in which i dun reali have an impression who he was la..n its like he come in 'u rem mi or nt, im ur junior le!' chao cute lo..todae he asked mi bt transitions, tink he bit of scared off the price of airwear transitions..heard frm him tt tis yr yr1s have 5classes, whoo~ interesting sia, and their quotas slots are arranged by the lects de..wonder if its a gd or bad ting..aww~ talking bt quotas, makes mi missing of my clinics again....... shall end dere, tata!!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
11:46 AM
Haha~ im on MC todae. lucky todae gt 3pple wkring..act quite well enuff to go back wrk, but tink one more dae of rest is gd. when i came online, realised that jessie also on mc todae..haha! ytd was my off dae, initally planned to go out w ling de, but sorry~!! i duno why i came dwn w stomach flu, vomiting n fever..darn! nv had aniting for the whole of ytd excpet a cup of milo, cus basically wad went in all came out..well~ im suffering frm aches cus ytd basically lyin whole dae feel like floating w each step i take. but at least todae im better if not i wont even be blogging. so off for todae means wrok one dae less b4 my nxt off. that wld be 5days! its been like so long since oasys is launched but i haven sold even a box yet haha! shameful i noe. but seems like the benefits is not v lucrative tis time rd le so ya. haha! den still nid to help cust claim tt free box..so ma fan! iris!! when u coming back to bpp? very boring le u noe. ur mananger alwasy come up n yue my manager to inhale drugs one. nt bad le, ur bro wana bring u to bangkok, hhaha!! i dont tink my bro will bring mi go ani where le, be it in spore..lol! so nice to have such a doting bro! aching body-
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Monday, April 23, 2007
11:05 PM
Im so lazy to work tml. off todae n wed again. n i gona work hell for a wk before my nxt off dae. but wad's consoling is the ten off daes for may! todae went city sq..kinda find it a bore liao..went to search for my heels..reason being one pair i bought in taiwan given wae when i barely wear like less than a mth? hur hur..cant find one i reali like but aniting la.. ytd intially im looking forward to a wonderful lunch tt is pork ribs curry w chao kway teow~~ but i duno y paul has to come dwn at tt pt of time..but i also ended up serving cust. aft that eat halfwae, nt enuff manpower so stop eating ... but i noe during tt period, paul was doing chamfering n glazing, i wonder ani loose lens bits went into my food even thou he covered my food. did a prog. ytd..at least nw no talent for mi to sell, i sell summit pro..haha.. still no confidence to do independent i still ask ben to double check lucky everyting was alrite. hopefully refraction wont go wrong.. feel like gg casino le, with those games tt ben told mi..wah!! makes my heart itchy, n he told mi he june gg macau HK...i wana go travel again!! be it jus msia...
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Friday, April 20, 2007
9:34 PM
Wee hrs of a sat morning..stilll v awake frm my bath. aft work we went shu hui's hse for steam boat..yummy yummy yummy..its been mths since i had a decent steamboat lar. had white wine too..as usual face turned bit red. lucky my mum was asleep when i reach hm..phew~ aft clearing up, chatted w xueling ailing kim n ken lo..stae until 12+ shared cab w ailing n ken..midnite charge..sianz sia.. seem that the guys receiving their enlistment letter..ken gg in on 13 july..so sian. means i reali no one as company during work liao..tis few daes keep getting niaoed by ben over the checking of jobs..im so sian of it. the piles n piles of trays..lucky recently biz quite bad so onli collection trays piling up..jobs in wait trays reali decreasing..n the mountains of record forms. fun n laughters during wrk, but there are also down times =( hai feel tt im reali inferior...i miss sch daes...tinking of it, i miss clinic...but i miss my frens...
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
10:48 PM
Went for the oakley talk earli in e morning..cant drag myself dwn e bed..but i believe there'll be others who wld be later la...ey~ nth much comments bt the talk, if ben asked mi wad i've learnt, dun tink i wld be able to gif him a gd ans. i only noe plutonite -purest form of PC,passed thru ANSI duno wad test, gd optics due to XYZ geometry n wad ellipscoid for single curve lens, wad prism imbalance mass velocity test, iridium blahh and the list go on. shameful~ i still thot mframe is quite new..love the pink flak jacket le, but my nose cant support it. radar quite cool also...seriously my oakley knowlodge is shit.! duno how much times i nid to spent infrt of the display or staring at e catologue...grrh! jia you ba! there's still much much much more things to learn in the field of optom n opti...so aft e talk, went peace centre met up w my mum n her frens den we go duno where makan chickie rice..walked to bugis walk walk..qutie sian liao.haha! ytd my cust de wire tap broke..mmd. is it i sway or edger's fault or frame fault ah? oh yar, tink J&J coming up with their one dae acv w astig lens soon ba?. cus ytd saw one of my cust having it, she said its under SERI study..so shiok~ but its for kids under twelve nia...saddening. aww~ 4 more daes to off....hmmm~~~
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
8:12 PM
todae i met a weird customer..she told mi when she wore her CLs, her iris change color during the time frame of 12-4pm..and tis only happens for her left eye. no other postive SX of dr faloppe..im like luffing awae, ok, tt sounds quite nt so professional la. haha! but im reali trying hard to control my laugher tt time.if anione can tink of ani related conditions, pls tell mi kies. todae kinda sian, all the cust we met all are like looking for troubles and all quite small orders. ytd was worse. first ever witness such a drama in my shop. grrh! stupid customer. victim was my manager. later in e dae he was e victim again. dun tink he will ever enjoy his off dae tml. hai. to sum up, the weekends is bad for my outlet. but forget all tis stupid nonsense temp when i saw the letter frm SP..well~ as wad sh said, it cant earn u extra cash! haha, but well~ im indeed v v v happy. aferall, there's also bits n pces of hardwrk thru my 3yrs in dopt. off on mon! gona take my mum out for dinner since its her bdae tml. breeks or NYNY? i miss my frenssss.......
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Friday, April 13, 2007
10:37 PM
2 more daes to my another off dae. duno y, i super looking forward to my off daes, not to sae i dun like wrking..but den~ on the other hand, i feel like a retard if i have no plans on my off dae. wrk has been pretty fun tis few daes except some naggings by ben n the mono job checking n packings. ytd shu hui jie came dwn, or rather she alwasy came dwn. brought durian cake. i must sae : super sinful. the cream. ohmygosh. but its yummie la. i have e habit of drinking salt water aft eating durians, so guess whr i went to take salt? haha! MAC! when i told e guy frm citigems tt im gg to get salt, he gif mi a huh expression..lol..so basically,we were talking revolving ard e topic relationships lo. but basically nth nice came out frm my mouth except condeming guys! kim also. tink i mention sth nt v rite tts y shuhui pull mi to a corner n ask mi an interesting qns but no offence lar.. haah! as usual, annie was dere li li lo lo bt rong ge, but den ya lo..tc-ing w weiling on phone as well until i realise i still gt alot of jobs to call...the white stacks of form still waiting for mi to key.. sianz. todae i went jb. i guess only eat la. search for the EA shades tt i want, but cant find le. hhaa~ ani one gt gd lobang for EA shades not? sigh` dno why we behave like strangers when we see each other unlike the past. dno y i feel a swept of weird feelings when she mentioned to mi those? -.-
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
10:37 PM
OFF DAE but ending soon. -.- no more wkends off for mie again. so todae the filial mi wake up at 9+ commpany mum n sis to market n for breakfast. reach hm watch the huan zhu ge ge den bathed den went dwn broadway.stupid cab uncle. met my sis n her bf at amk hub aft tt. walked rd dere..basically nth much..tpy is better sitll. saw sylvia at eyecare specialist..saw the 10+10% senior at spec hut, saw cheekong at ryffles..i saw EA shades tt i like, but in brown tone de. as wad raymond said, its much more nicer n indeed it is lo..and i tink i can rid some of the supply of PV lens by gifing to raymond since our power is exactly identical, PD 2mm difference, bascially we can interchange our eyewear also..haha~ but he's gg vision co soon le.... oh yar, also saw lincoln again! each time he's doing blitz at a place, i will bump into him for most of e time..tis time he's at EC lo, n he hopped frm amo to oculus alr..haha~ he told mi nxt destination is JnJ. n i bought freshkon alluring eyes frm him lo..two at 50bucks. i cant seem to find aniplace tt's cheaper, nt even msia.. on top of tt, he still gif mi freebies lo freshkon MPS saline casing blah~ nice of him. haha!! talked to henry as well..hmm~ seems like gd offer? can consider can consider.... (: my hse nw stocked with snacks frm kuantan n cameron highlands. keropok, salted fish, bread, strawberries, strawberry tea,honey,mini potatoes,enormous cabbage (like the size of a watermelon which i nv seen it b4), cherry tomatoes,bananas,guava,jumbo, bascially diff kinds of fruits. oh manN~ im still full frm my buffet dinner at siam kitchen. their tactic is really strategic i must sae, but tis style is not at the cust advantage la... hai, my wound seems to have some signs of inflammation =(
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
10:26 PM
finally aft wroking for 3daes, its off tml! yeay! well~ work still been fine..except some occasional cust to add spice to my life. saw jessie ytd. starbucks treat ytd by weijian. cus he forget to key in tray no for duno how mani times le. hopefully my turn wont arrive. so yehs, ytd n todae biz was average only, nt reali wang! esp todae, damn quiet. maybe its becus of the rain. okies,my sis bf todae come n make a specs + clip on. hmm~ kind mi gif him lens for free la..haha...den sis sae my outlet there's a wide selection of specs which i totally agree!! frm budget to branded =) v sian during dinner, was eating our xingzhoumeefen + friedrice + yimee w kim n raymond in the refraction rm..den gt refraction so gona make wae n i nv expect tt stupid cust demand a optom onli to refract..ji dan gao n weijian was serving cust..so i tio! den nvm, tt boy's mom also wan to refract..response so retard. wah lau, in e end my food all become cold, ah bian still sae so ke lian..grrh! den iris called mi todae, sets mi tinking, how come my boss is so ...... well~~~~
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Monday, April 02, 2007
10:17 PM
Off dae ! anw this week kinda shiok la cus gt 3daes off..mon wed n sun. nt tt evenly spread out thou. hmm~ someone ask mi nt to be late but tt person himself late sia..quacks! so we walk frm outram to chinatwn pt for our dim sum -mouth rest- wah! ordered loads. from xiaolongbao to prawndumplings to porkribs to hargao to lotusleafrice to siewmai to friedrice to i tink tts bt all ba. v surprising i ate alot meh? hehe...aft makan we went to cine to catch forest of death~ mMm a so so movie ba! nt reali up to my expectation...walked to PS to buy some chips for my baobei b4 taking NEL go clarkquay. along the wae, there's trees so we linked it back to the plot la..haha! ey~ central reali is niaobushengdan de place sia..hai! every shop like so empty..went northern to find xueling. well~ the place nt bad la. i love the refraction rm!! tried on the specs and shades dere. in e end decide to get the you's frameless instead of GUESS n Q's de...well~ the shape is unique ok! haha..kinda like the EA frame..n its pink somemore! most prob will get tis two ba. lucky tt duck no nid to get hm earlie...so we sat on e steps along e river oppo bungee jump..whee~ the evening view is beautiful too...den walked to pearl centre dere for dinner. ordered pig organ soup n fried carrot cake n nasi mee n juices..FULL! i had a GREAT OFF dae todae! =)
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Sunday, April 01, 2007
10:39 PM
Haven been blogging..work work coopervision talk work work. well~ quite somethings happen tis few daes..made mi kinda sad la..but jus drop some tears n get on w it la. the environment is like so diff w/o xueling ard..nt much laughter n im kind of bored..wonder wad kim wld react if reali one dae i told her im leaving..but duno la~ fri went for the coopervision talk which i tink is nt reali tt beneficial, took 166 w e thot of gg SPOC, but i alight at hbf n transfer another bus to go wcc to collect my$ den cab to spoc to collect my ref letters. stae at spoc for quite sometime talking to the attachment students n laytin. i miss my 2nd home... den took bus dwn to bv mrt n started to find tt stupid helios building. called ah wee for help but when he return my call i alr found e wae liao, thx anw~ wkends are spent wrking. sat is end of mar and sun,todae marks a new mth again which means my probation for the last mth. mar target was hit! yesh! n todae sales is a gd start too. phew~ hope every mth wld be like mar as wad ben said. we all wld be happy! i tink im getting sicked of teaching pple wear CLs liao..ytd was a 11yr old ger..todae 2new wearers until i see sales saying byebye to mi...>.< sth comical happen ytd. xueling was asking ah ben to treat dinner..so ben said 'u call me lao ba den i treat lo' so jus nice, mi n kim were beside nia..in e end the 3ofus same freq call him lao ba..dotx. but still no free treat. todae raymond zai came dwn, but guess he's gg to be incharge of vision co liao. wah sey~ super skinny n e wae he do dotting is wow~ admire** he told mi he no nid jian fei if not instead of walking to wrk, he wld be floating..haha~ reminds mi of da shu frm hua yang! my personal target higher again, wad e shit. lucky im e 4th n nt 3rd in rank phew~ nvm i gt confidence in weijian!!! jia you! hai, on a sadder note, i tink mi n jian love to gif too much plus until we can see the word replacement.. my prog. surprisingly refraction went wrong which i wld thot to be dotting. nvm~ wed verdict wld be out. i also duno la..the cust weird weird de. todae tio another complain case..but lucky ah ben da fa tt woman off. nth seems to be wrong le..everyting is gd..stupid. waste my time entertaining u. duno le, seems to be missing my mushies. hai~ wonder if dey tink so same..lolz. nvm, meeting up w xh tml~ yay! im so happy!! =)
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT
