my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
3:09 AM
3am plus on a early wed morning!! had my consecutive offs on ytd(tue) and todae. but i tink my nxt off wld be on 2nd april le...sway thing happen in shop again. AIRCON IS DOWN since good fri! that dae is really a bad bad bad bad dae. not only aircon down,i get snubbed again which makes mi super DL. since aircon down..we really cool ourselves dwn with cold stuff. ice drinks ice milk tea ice cream on top of the oily char kway teow n carrot cake which make my stomach upset thru tt nite. grrh. 2nd dae of aircon spoilt which was a sat, lucky im off. that dae went for kw bbq..nv knew its also his bdae celebration..nevertheless its reali nice to see the once familiar faces of my dopt classmates. returning to wrk the nxt ddae, aircon still dwn. super in no mood to wrk but yet it was busy. bo bian..calm myself dwn in order not to chase away customers. haha~ we all had our own small face towel kept in the fridge for wiping..but still no use. cus we are still smelly n sticky. no matter how much perfume i spray in the morning also no use. nite time out for supper @ hk cafe @ ECP. courtesy to kelvin offer to drive us dere. the variety is indeed great lor. perhaps its becus im hungry tts y wadever went into my mouth all are nice. aft the meal, curious mi nv see certain things b4..so ask kelvin to drove to the big carpark dere. hmm~ okies, quite interesting sight, but nv see the REAL interesting one..the nxt dae mon aircon still dwn! tt dae quite slack cus nt much pple..but the cust we serve are quite weirdos. i serve one cust for 1.5hrs ba~ n the eyewear+lens he purchased is only $185. didnt even bother to offer him discount since he made mi wan to vomit bl on top of suffering in the heatwave shop. n tada tue, is shirley last dae in EC. xian mu her la, at least she found a job of her interest n its office hrs! damn gd la. so we went out to lavender food sq for a simple farewell dinner. ordered stingray sotong carrotcake froglegporridge(my fave) the long queue wanton mee(nt reali tt nice le) bbq chickie wings. seriosuly full aft the meal cus b4 tt i met my sis for gelare waffle *yay* but we still proceed to go geylang for beancurd n youtiao! tink i literally force the youtiao dwn my stomach cus full tank alr. franky finished 1.5 stick of youtiao, i still haven finish my 0.5 portion of it. left the place ard 12am+ as usual, kelvin sent us back lor. i will miss u de shirley. cus u are the one who make mi feel more 'warmth' in EC wif ur frenly smiles n character. also went dwn to northern hq to collect my IR8 form for income tax. met siewlan @ the void deck cus i dun wan to go up. wah sey~ tink the hq staff more slack liao cus ordering of lens n stuff all done by ownself in shop le. even the rimlon machine also move to bpp le. hai~ at times i really miss my ex colleagues. the times n fun n grumbles we had.. meeting my mushies n iris later ...yay~~~~
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Monday, March 17, 2008
1:41 PM
my off dae get switched again!! second time for tis mth. if not i wld have my consecutive off for todae and tml. but nvm, its compensated for in nxt wk..so nxt wk my offs wld be tue n wed! retail therapy to e extent of abit too much for last wk. must control liao..cant make it into a bad habit. bought the new Burberrry Brit Sheer fragrance! thumbs up for it. guess this 100ml will last mi for quite a while. tt dae doesnt have the chance to high tea @ RP cus reservations was full. in jus a few daes, i duno y i get snubbed by tt somone.twice. it really makes my time pass slowly in the shop. i wonder wad things i've done wrongly. again. first time, ok, fine i dun mind i open my mouth n asked wad i did to cause u to be unhappy. okies.. maybe my words were a lil overboard tt dae n maybe i misunderstd ur gd intentions.. but ytd i seriously had no idea wad i did to 'incure ur warth' again. super obvious, giving mi tt ku gua lian of urs to mi only esp. n not to others. i guess im gg to remain silent bt it. if this continues i tink either u or mi shall leave the place..but i tink the chance of mi leaving is higher. why cant u draw a line clear bw gong n si ne? grrrh..stupid. shimin with us for a wk alr. still yet to give her the weekly assignment topic. somehow i wish she cld learn some things during her attachment, but too bad her senior here is jus a half bucket water. haha! lucky i still haven piak until frames infrt of her yet if nt i wld be paiseh sia. catch late nite movie 'no #1 rule' last sat. i tink i too long nv watch horrors liao, some parts were quite gross but there's a twist in e ending...n gd ting im tired aft a dae's wrk..so aft the movie i guess i still slpt well. bad wkend. hope my daes ahead wld be better!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
11:45 PM
Going to be mid of march le.. recently nth much happen. finally ytd (tue) my off dae! waited so long for it...cus my previous off dae was spent at the essilor talk. omg, wake up at 8+ and the talk lasted all e way until 5. saw some familar faces -juniors seniors ex colleagues- the walk was quite of similar to the one we had @ essilor and during yr3 ba. food is nice. yehs. aft the talk, walked ard taka, zhen de heng bu shi zhi wei. so change our meeting venue to novena sq. we had dinner at the shop famous for its prawn mee den adjourned to hk cafe for our desert. haha! so ytd initally plan to go swimming w jessie de. but den of e rain so cancel. see la..nv go swim off my fats instead went shopping n gain fats. haha..i tink if each tue im off..i sure go n eat gelare waffle one. im getting addicted to it. n yes..nxt tue im off n im gona eat waffle again! wrk so far still quite ok. except last sun get niaoed by two parents..kids nwadays are all spoil brats..no offence but den i guess its really hard to come across obedient kids. jus like gd guys are gona to be extinct. haah! nw gt one attachment student. easy going ger. yehs~ depending on her to refresh my bv stuff n someone to share the teaching of CLs. guess todae morning i pissed someone off..n i dun feel any hou hui, instead i feel quite shuang lo.. but i dont really care that much liao. im not ur whosoever so u dun have the right to intefere w things i do. yes. im determined to tis time rd hopefully. yes. one more day to my nxt off!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Monday, March 03, 2008
11:24 PM
moving into a new mth of mar..but i guess someone still dun understand my words n i also dun understand myself. uh HmM..wo ye bu zhi dao. perhaps certain things is best to be left unsaid and noe each other's meanings in hearts can le. i also duno wad will happen shld the dae of announcement came. so many dunos, im feeling confused. i guess im only escaping and not facing the reality. i dun wish to go on another roller coaster ride again. sometimes kinda disappointed with myself la..in terms of work as well, maybe i shld really go n cultivate interest in dispensing. shame of mi to sae tt despite wrking for a yr alr. my optician told mi alot of things which kind of shocked mi. i noe the wrking society is complicated, but yet i dont really get the meaning of it until the fact slaps right hard in my face. y must there be a xiao ren in ur vinicity one le? so shucks one lo. i must really jia you ! i hope i can do that! anw for somethings happier. tis mth i catched quite alot of movies..4 movies in this short mth..so is an average of one movie/wk. the best movie among the 4 is the leap yrs. since being 29/2 my off dae..had bakuteh @ sing ming area. by pass amk which is my wrkplace area. sianz..imagine u travel to amk for wrk almost daily n off dere still in tt area, but the food is gd la. i realised oppo courts dere gt a pond with many lotus lor. aft the meal went back cwp for retail therapy. realised i must control my retail therapy althou it really helps. bought one bag n a bracelet. haa...my bracelet cost 94bucks oh! tink my mum is kinda surprised tt i act. bought it w/o much hesitation. but duno y, i fall in love w it when i see it. evening time..guess where i went? its AMK again. seriously -.-. but heng is another part of amk i went to. met yt @ amk den we walked to amk de botak jones for dinner. lucky nv walked abt aimlessly since he reckee the place b4 tt. the serving is huge. wlands also gt one b.jones too, maybe nxt time craving for it can go dere eat. catch leap yrs at amk hub aft that. i tink so far tt is e only movie that managed to activate my lacrimal glands.. whereas yt said 881 is more touching la. somehow the impression he gave mi tt dae is diff frm my opinion la. haha~ n the joke of the dae he made will definitely leave one deep impression. i nv expect the ans to be out frm a merit student ba. haha! someone was drinking vinegar when he knew i went out tt evening. wrk has been quite slack other than sun. nt a v gd sign cus meaning gt the probability of nt getting comm. even thou im still under probation, but den i also wish dey can get the comm la. i rem sun aft wrk, all of us was super tired. when i reach hm, -drained- imagine i only had my first meal at 5+ grrh! kelvin deliver food for us frm bedok. yehss! the c.kuey v nice lor. den i see him do refraction cus he having test the nxt dae. i duno is he sway or wad. keep getting those niao niao de teachers. first is the papaya yc. secondly he karna chris ng. omg. hope he can pass tis time. todae being mon..its the worst dae of e week calling CL companies. super hard time calling until i heck la..go eat some food b4 continuing. but as 11 nears, im getting gan jiong liao cus the dailies lens urgent...heng heng shikin helped mi out. phew~ thank god. call tt sales rep of mine also no use. but i must sae he is hmm~ eye candy!! =D its a super cold n blue n boring mon. sales quite bad i must sae. but collection alot! but tt attitude man who's back for his A/C. see him i sian 1/2. nvm~ still gotta eat back his contact lens. todae is the trio -mi shirley franky- wrking. we aim to finish everything ASAP. so aft wrk, went S11 for food. yehs! the chicken chop super sinful. i tink wed reali must go swimming le la. one wk plus le..im still committing blunders at wrk which i cant forgive myself. althou they are nt very serious, but im still quite fedup w myself lo. how can i allow tis shit to happen. if i tell u guys wad i've done, sure speechless lo. truely relieved tt i had my optician really help mi to clear up my mess at times. getting late le..slping time!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT
