my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
11:53 PM
Hai~ todae return frm off dae. get a stun frm ah bian. wahh, my bao bei most prob gg dwn to central..wad is tis? wahh, our kai xing guo. sianz. nxt time if i see the schedule annie ben n stella, i sure v stressed. haha! todae time flies too...whole of e aftnn we were dere tc-ing away, from movies films all e wae to actors actresses esp those who pai 3 ji ones..lol~ den ben was telling us bt his encounters w all those small pets..can luff until pengz! really is pengz! tink i wan to watch phantom until sort liao...till i ask ben lor..kao! when i pop him tis qns, im like tinking 'die ah, watch w him damn weird la later jenny hantam mi how' so ben asked mi to catch it w dwnstairs tt fella cus he also interested. ji dan gao. i ask iris she also ask mi to watch w her manager..duh.. so i ask kim kim, she find e price bit too steep...sian 1/2 mar coming to an end..means pay coming !! one more wk. but i still duno im getting unpaid or wad shit le. dun feel like talking to tt hx! grrh! hopefully can meet target! pray hard pray hard!! we are all wrking v hard!!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Monday, March 26, 2007
1:41 AM
Start of another dae, yes, its my off dae again. work one dae off one dae, totally no mood la. anw, sat when i went out for dinner at cwp, ah don caught sight of mi n ask mi go in e shop n tc. well~ K looks more frenly. don's reali botak, clear and shinny head sia. Hahaa...den we talked bt blk 852 again...till nw i still kind of miss the 3misters..but no pt pondering over spilt milk lurh. times flies during todae on sun. louis was here..extra fun i guessed. was bian wiping the specs n bian chit chatting w xueling. hmm~ quite turn off by the fact tt mou mou ren was tis kind of person...while, to tink i still quite trust her initially..kns! but its also none of my biz anw, she's at one side n im at the other side of e island. went kopitiam for dinner w iris. well~ to avoid confusion, jin called her tay. well~ y nt cornea or pupil? shldnt have gone for diinner cus we went out for supper. breko @ holland v with ah bian, jenny, louis, jian n jinrong. ordered alot of food - 2portions of sauteed mushies, 1 portion of calamari rings, one basket of fries/tic tac toe/wedges, seafood pasta, creamy chicken sphag, seafood pizza, chicken kebak, king kong burg, pork chop alike . jian is the ultimate survivor! mi n louis KO v fast n nt to mention, jinrong dun even eat much sia. but its really quality food dere. i tink all of us were bloated aft the meal. can see the guys' spare tire coming out except jin de. ben concluded 'either drinks or food, not drinks N food tgt'. thx to louis he send mi home althou i noe he's v v full n tired aft the food..upon reaching my blk he di siao lo, ask mi if wan to da bao fried rice back n eat... -.-lll how i wish i could be more alert in my work nxt time..hai. so much tings happened n i also hear many stuff...can i really persevere thru my career? im so tired....
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
5:45 PM
Off day again. At least its a weekend. Borrowed the hua yang dvds frm annie...i finished 3 episodes nia, must quickly watch cus kim kim wana watch too. Jus hope i wont get addicted to the show. Anw, work has been bad for mi since i return frm e trip. i also duno why. tml gt two sai kang to settle. lucky ben not off n annie is off..but hopefully i wont see my boss visiting again. ytd he came dwn, jus nice ben was explaining to mi bt progressives..phew, at least im not slacking. paul told mi alot of jing yu liang yan but i only rem tis v clearly 'to be a gd optometrist, one must be passion bt the tings she do, irregardless of Cls opthalmic lens etc ' yar, and according to ben, it is a blessing to be able to receive his jing yu liang yan. -.- oh yar, ytd at interchange..i saw jia wen!! frm a dist awae, i saw tis v familiar guy, but den he was in formal, so i couldnt recognise him instantly. nice of him to pei wo wait for my feeder lo, but i get suaned by him to e max. hai` so wads e pay is attractive? it comes w some sacrifices too wad.. okies, shall stop here. gotta go bath den out for dinner!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
12:49 AM
Im still full from my dinner sia. Basically todae was wake up by a call..nvm~ i shall go for the free coffee...online, bathed to go out. Had lunch and cab dwn to gleneagles, diao! duno y gt so two px infrt of mi, so gotta wait...and the worst ting is my qing ai de doc so naggy, li li lo lo here n dere, tis makes mi tinking whether he charged my consultation by mins..get niao by him over some tings also la..hai! n i still nid to go back for follow ups...piang le! its so costly to pay him a visit n its like for ten mins? end up was late for meeting weiling *paiseh* ah went temple n window shopping at bugis street.. bought abacus beads for dayne when we paid her a visit. feel so envy when i saw her dresscode. i always feel so free during my off daes cus i get to wear skirts n dress, a escape frm dresspants n long sleeves. nite time meet my sis for dinner. we went v8 lo..she shld be honored cus i treated her..hha~ also kai mu my visa mini card. left bugis ard 8+ and i slpt all e wae on the train ride home. my april off daes are out! so pple, ask mi out! but the uni gers like all v bz sia. left mi elsie n xinyi all in she hui da xue. dayne n elsie, tell mi ur offdaes asap so we can plan outingsss! some movies i wana watch: ninja turtle, messenger, forest of death....so ani peeps watched tis movies le tell mi how nice or bad dey are kies. ytd was a stupid dae. im like so pissed off lor, stupid company policy or tt rule doesnt even exist in tt email? i duno le. im alr back frm taiwan, u submit my request to office wae b4 i left for e trip n nw i haven like get ani reply? u ask mi dun be so calculative, den u urself le? cant u be more flexible? but i noe, the world is just so unfair la. so tts wad happen in e aftnn bw mi n my manager, but aft a while we ok le la. nite time le, wonder why tt boss of mine come dwn again. get niaoed by him over 2 matters. tmd! its better to be safe than sorry. n at times, i dun reali dare to apply for my liscense lo seeing the wae how cls is handled in the shop...so becus of these, the thot of leaving northern flashed into my mind again..h.x. also made mi v fed up w her ans. wth. why northern guys all so nt gentleman de? my shop de, novena de, dwnstairs de. and wad tt susan sae,ma ma de..liddis sae. wah kao.. dun let mi see her sia. so basically tis whole para is my grumbles...seems alot hor..hai~ okies....jus hope ming tian hui geng hao, shi jie geng mei li, tian tian dou kai xing. crap-
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
12:40 AM
4 daes of work since i returned frm my trip..endure one more dae n its off..so tired, my legs almost give wae on sun. biz was v gd i wld sae n paul was dere again. todae i see him again. im tinking when can he stop his freq visits to my shop sia...anw, since i'm back frm my holis, i become super blur during work. still cant get adapted during the first two daes la, do refraction until i wan to surrender lo...realised i gt two refunds le. but not my fault la, is the edger's de..i duno y i wana gif so much dis for a JPG frame when the cust is a rich one..dots. also duno y i keep getting niaoed by customers for those nt mine jobs..and there's like so mani changes to the rules n regulations ma ma de! im like still tinking wads e best n efficient wae to handle CL px, but still cant tink of any le..tink find jian discuss better. it dawned hard on mi todae when i saw my dear SA dispensing cl to a first time wearer, im like duh' + todae i saw a cornea tt is hai...i reali cant tink of wad wld happen when legis starts n my cert hanging dere. althou it wont bring a big change, but den i still wan my cert to be safe n sound. lets talk bt not so gloomy things. sat we went out for food! go bt timah al-lami dere for chicken muturbak, maggi goreng n fried rice w ah bian n jian..reach hm kinda late la. den todae, kinda slack so with mac flurry in my hand, went dwn vision co find iris tc. she brought the choco i gif her lo..duno y dun dare to eat le..aha! she gif jinrong one pce n ask him to go n use it? its like chao funny lo..ahaha!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
10:17 PM
11/3 (sun)i tink we slp until late again. MI n ling travel to zhong xiao fu xing for the undergrd metro mall which connect zhong xiao fu xing n zhao xiao dun hua tgt. bought heels..but i realise that one heels i bought bit tight. i guess my feet contract in the cold weather.haha! so all e wae from the undergrd mall, we went to SOgo pacific deparmenttal store..but their departmental stores are also v high class...nite time went to shilin. not as crowded as previous dae. ate n buy alot. best.!
12/3 (mon) It was themepark's dae. Went to leofoo. i miss my jian hu shan even thou ivan said leofoo is better. Leofoo is made up of 4 different themes - south pacific, wild west, african safari n Arabian kingdom. Im nt those who go for thrilling rides, lucky gt weiling to company mi. but i nv expect myself to play the bird flight. being overturned n afraid tt i wld fall out...grrr. played some water rides too..flume n canyon rapids. lucky no one bomb us if not instead of half wet, we wld be totally wet like the guys. we bought the pic taken at canyon cus its jus so nice lo..hhaa. the structures of the themepark is beautiful, the mascots are so cute. Evening time was spent at a nite market at nanshijiao. ate alot of snacks too..
13/3 (tue) Another dae of waking up late, tis time i guess was 12 plus? hahaha! Went to the bakery shop, which looks like breadtalk. bought bread or dianxin..went to miramar w merlyn tgt as well, another pretty sight. the ferris wheel is wow, esp at nite due to the lightings. saw yang chen ling n another guy filming.. wah! the guy is like so shuai lo...okies, the highlight is the ferris wheel, i duno y im jus so scared of heights..haha! lucky its only a round and its moving at snail speed..but the view at the top is also wow~~ evening time met up w mel n yilin at shilin food centre for food feast. more pple so can order more ma.. yeah! eat to our full b4 crossing over to shilin nite market for shopping. we bought the les sports bag even thou its a shui huo..but den ya, still worth it lor. returning back to hotel, its a sian time. cus nid to do packing. haha~ tts e most headache, tinking of how to pack ur stuff into e suitcase aft 8daes of shopping. well~ still managed to packed everytings nicely n neatly w weiling's help, she reali gt my mother de feng fan..haha.
14/3 (wed) Last dae le, left w nt much money n decided to spent it all. bought this bracelet, in e end left no money to buy feng li shu for my bro..guilty, but nvm i still gt 4 green tea tarts for him. lucky i bought the dazzle perfume, if nt i wld regret. its hard to find a fragrance tt i really like. so did our final packing b4 gg down to lobby to wait for our bus. with our luggages, pple thot tt we are gg back sg to do pi fa..dots.its another 4h 20mins plane journey back to sg. but w da william n xiao james not bad la, eye candy! haha!! see i so gd rite, msg u e moment i switched on my hp, touched hor? hhaha..went dfs bought my baileys tiger n euphoria...claim luggage n cab hm. do unpacking went bath online and only slpt at 3am plus. gk n ivan v comical la, sent tt sms. instead of jet lag, im having weather lag. too used to the cooling weather alr..
aww~ the 9daes trip ended fast n its back to wrking life again. shitty! i tink i forget all the lens price n POS system almost all liao..hoho! wonder when will be my nxt overseas trip again.. hmmm~~~
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
Yeah! IM back from taiwan!! Its gd to be back home, but the thot of returning back to northern tml is saddening..so shall blog bt my 9daes trip...
6/3 (tue) Met up w ceeteing n sokie to cab dwn to airport. went to the departure hall aft getting our boarding pass..its been a super long time i step into the departure area of CIA..went into DFS w ling for perfume sampling..rang the duckie up but he's fishing la. the journey on the plane is super duper boring w no entertainment n food..each time i wake up realised that onli ten mins had passed. so was planning w ling on the places to go cus we reali did not plan our trip not even a lil..Landed in taiwan with a temp of 13 deg C, headed to new world hotel, its reali budget, nth else but budget. aft dumping our stuff dwn, went out for food and some shopping at xi men ding! the weater is jus so freezing cold..
7/3 (wed) First destination was wu fen pu, its a whole sale market for fashion goods. took the mrt to hou shan pi..i tink i spent a bomb dere. haha! no choice, when it comes to shopping, its reali unresistable. bought a coat as well if not i tink i wld die of coldness. but nvm, i believe i wld still have e chance to wear it. so basically whole of tis dae was spent at wu fen pu while i tinik nite time was spent at xi men ding again..hahaa!!
8/3 (thr) Tapei 101 ! Althou visibility was not 100% good, but im glad i went up !! the bird's eye view was wow! the lights deco was also wow! the boutiques were also wow~ can forget bt entering cus mainly are designer shops la..so jus stand outside wang mei zi ke. Aft tapei 101, took metro back to hou shan pi to go raohe nite market. some stalls not open cus of e rain, so i guess we missed out some goodies la. i love the sha yu rou n the baked cheesy potato! yummie. being bit lazy to walk all e wae to metro station, we decided to take the railway back to tapei main station n transfer metro again..that nite also saw gk they all, n so qiao, their rm is jus directly beside us. their rm is like so neat, doesnt even looks like a guys rm, wah sey~unlike ours, messy like duno wad.haha! gk got the dice i wan lo!
9/3 (fri) Woke up quite late. went back to 101 again to take pics outside the shops..merlyn joined mi n ling.. went over to NYNY opposite..we had mac for brunch. talked w the manager there, asking her bt the bits n pces of taiwan lo... aft that went to bookstores, i bought the hua yang de novel n another chi novel which its cover attracted mi..haha! Met up w the gers at CKS station..due to some mis calculation, yilin n mel were separated frm us but lucky they nv lost themselves..haa! at zhong zheng ji nian thang, saw the lightings n lanterns, so cute sia! all piggies n porkies.. =P saw so mani of jessie siblings...proceeded to Shi da nite market. Its a market full of food. Had our 4 se beancurd finally, its super nice lor! The gers went on to gong guan market while mi n ling went back to hotel, cus our hands are breaking frm the instant noodles..haha! instant noodles frm taiwan, bit silly rite? but the flavours cant be found in local one ma.. =P So aft placing our stuff dwn back at hotel, we went to xi men ding again! bought some snacks n went back to the guys rm to eat, cus cant finish ma..so let the guys polish off for us..
10/3 (sat) Hmm, we decided to go pao wen quan ! nice experience ba, cus u wont get to do it in spore. intially we all kinda reluctant to go in lo, but in e end, dun care so much la.. so go in! wen quan is like so damn shiok lo..went in to diff pools of diff temp, wah! the 21deg C is freezing cold. dun reali dare to try the 41 deg C de in case i reali become roasted. hahaha! so aft our hot spring, went to have a late sumptious lunch. i love the cod fish..mi yilin n ling order alochol drinks. our 24 colorful pretty test tubes. sey, weiling the best ! face nv turn red at all..grrh! took the long winding busdwn to shi pai station..from there took train to dan shuei. frm dan shuei, took bus to the fisherman's wharf. wow~ the lover's bridge..haha! super luo man di ke la..so went to shilin nite market. the train to jiantan was so long, i guess everybody doze off ba. but upon reaching dere,its like so crowded. being lazi to mingle thru e crowd n w heavy tibits bags in our hands, mi n weiling decided to head back hotel again! but we still went back xi men ding for some snacks n food. the guys v nice hor, left their air refresher n ai de xiao shou..you bu jian de left the dice for us... =P
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Monday, March 05, 2007
11:56 PM
Hmm... todae i receive one more stunt again, my cust frame broke..ma ma de. how come its mine again? Grrh..so fed up sia, call all e outlets also dun have..but lucky im gg on holis n ben ben will settle for mie..they starting to do stock take le,yesh! hopefully i can escape from it, hoepfully dey finish it by e time i return frm my leave.. yay~ hopefully la. Guess when results is out, we all will be in taiwan, wonder shld ask someone to help mi or nt le..haha! better not dampen my holis mood..aft bath, the first thing i log on to was my frenster when im coonnected online..yes! its indeed the same guy, lucky im rational enuff not to dig thru the stack of white papers todae..phew~ lalalala~ and im also rational enuff nt to stae up all nite in frenster..
yay~~~~ im gg for a holis..finally!!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
11:58 PM
2 more daes to taiwan..cant wait for it cus can get off frm work for like ten daes? hahaha! finally.. free from all those jobs trays, phone calls, refractions blah blah!!! i tink i v sway le, jus in a mth, two of my jobs the frames gt prob..kns! somemore my jobs nt like alot lo..first frame broke, cust come back n choose w/o ani grumble, heng. secondly, cus is glass lens, the new edger keep breaking it..so decided to send to essilor...in e end frame get stuck in essilor n cust nid it urgently..explains y i saw ben so troubled ytd until he no appetite for dinner..so i decided to call the cust n explain in e end get a earful! hai! make mi v fan also...so todae she came dwn n choose another frame..wah sey, den i ask ben to be beside so tt he can rescue mi if the need arise, lucky she's nice todae phew~@ tis two daes...damn blur, mode of payment keep keying wrong..jia lat, last time is tray no, nw is tis, wonder nxt time is wad...hahaha!!!! but my manager DA REN YOU DA LIANG....lalala~ x) todae i log on to frenster, somehow the two person looks jus so familar..are dey realli the same guy? ohh..it wld be nice if tts e case..i gt a strong intuition tt its..but den well~ lets see....
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
11:51 PM
Fun but tired dae. early in e morning, despite the rain, went to Acu Oasys launch at Grand Hyatt! WhEe~ beautiful place w yummy breakfast! =D handsome guys and pretty ladies. their costumes are fascinating la..the product info + the magic carpet..haha! annie was like saying 'carpet so small, how to fly ... ' i keep mentioning bt the yummy breakfast i had till ken bth cus i nv jio him go to the launch..hoho! nvm~ u gt ur AMO talk at mandarin merittus le, i cant go le.. hopefully sat we both can attend the alcon talk..ah ma wld be e moderator!! so todae is the first dae iris started work at bpe..haha! went dwn chit chat w her during free times since im also v v free upstairs. rong ge here n dere..wah kao! >.< at least she dun have e thot of quitting aft first dae..phew~ so i gt company liao..aha! yea..first dae of a new mth, gd sales..a gd start of a new mth, hopefully it will persists... (: tml the 01 guys leaving for taiwan!! we will see ya there! ENJOY!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT
