my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Thursday, December 30, 2004
6:37 AM
today is only 30Dec..but since tml toning at marmie's hse...so update the happenings of ups n downs in 2004..this yr to mi..many things happened....both happy n sad memories..
Begining of the lst 3mths this yr...entered Jurong JC for PAE..i can sae is becus of wenqin i choose sci stream. First few weeks in college mainly is enjoying n making frens time..mass dances.cheers.camps. my frens frm OG21(family 5) wif our ogls reallie made mi feel attached to JJ..entered class 04S22.. glad to be gd frens wif huiyi,chariene,kian sen and ruiqiang.. ended the 2.5yrs of relationship wif wenqin..even thou i'm e one hu initiated it..but still can feel the pain n sadness after that..sometimes still tink of the wonderful times we have tgt till nw,but no feelings for him alr la.Received my Olevels results...happy till nearli teared..nv expected to get 12 for R5.In a delimma,JC route or poly route? in e end,choose SP optom-->best course in poly :) in march till april..another new r/s with defang..broke off due to some reasons. Felt realie aimless aft the breakup,but thx to elsie,she's dere for mi when i nid her. nevertheless,during the one mth wif him,i realie enjoyed every moment,everymin,every sec wif him.
Aft PAE,starting my working life in orange julius at compass pt/expo.occasionally attached down to raffles city n Parkwae parade. Working life is definnitel worse than studying..but i've also learnt somethings as well like cashiering which i totalie forget bt it le..learn how to make drinks.icecreams. blizzards.spilts...thou it's quite sianz,one person i'll nv forget is peiwen my collegue as well as senior in sp. she will help mi when tings g owrong.dun let pple bully mi.stock come she will help mi carry n pack. hehe.
cont.nxt entry
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT