my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Saturday, January 22, 2005
2:35 AM
blog entry for the day.
slp at 3am last nite...nt becus i'm studying la...aft putting dwn phone call at 11.30..i started to tink of alot of stuff which i shldnt be tinking of...i told him tt i'm sad cus thr aft lesson he nv go je den i also forget wad he told mi le,jus gt quite some things to tell him but den jus dunoe how to open my mouth...went online hoping to find pple to chat wif to forget my bu gao xing.. but instead get 'lectured' by someone... -.- haiz
huiyu msg mi to call her...told me she feeling v depressed lor...yeps...can hear that she felt reali v down...from her voice n her words...haiz~ ger,remember if u nid someone to bare ur heart to or shoulder or let ur tears fall...i'm jus a fone call awae. listened to the things tt happened to her,haiz.. listen le i tink of some things too..tears jus flow frm my tears..lacrimal glands too active alr... aft talking bt those unhappy stuff...she told mi bt those happy memories she had with him too..yeps..~ if reali things dun turn out as u wished it to be...keep those happy memories..and really as wad yk said..dun do things that are nt worth it. realie is nt worth it..right nw ur priority is that u die die also must clear ur block tests, dun waste le one yr den cum poly. althou i noe certain things are easier said than done...budden jus try ur best n focus n tink okies...dun becus of this matter and affect ur mood n everyting.life still gotta goes on..haiz..
went back sch todae to find chris ng to clear the doubts..try to dig some hints frm him onli gt abit out of his mouth onli..drawings n drawings...wad the heck man! how i noe which diagrams u can draw n which u cant? to mi..u cant seem to be like drawing every diagrams well... -.-
feel that i indeed lost my cheerful self since this sem... u make my dae.but also capable of dulling my dae
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT