my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Friday, January 28, 2005
6:04 AM
since jus nw 8+ till nw which is almost ten liaoz...i can connect to internet but msn cant sign in,cant access websites! being gan jiong,i restart comp alot of times still cant...scan whole of my comp for virus but none detected...freaking out...called jeff cus he fixed my comp tt time de ma...he li hai le! ask mi str8 go singnet.com.sg...den dere i saw this notice: Please be informed there is a congestion in the Internet service to United States. We are currently investigating this and apologise for the inconvenience caused. kns! so is singtel de fault,nt mine..cus i thot my comp mati liao! omg! scare the hell out of mi...nearli wan to pull my bro dwn his bed n ask him if he recently gt dl ani restricted stuff...phew~
todae my mood rather bad,but den jus nv expressed it out...lst thing: i nv do my optics de tutorial n when ms lek was going thru,i damn blur...dunoe wad she talking bt..nxt get back my anatomy test paper...66/100 wads dat man? althou i nv fail..but also like nv expect it so low till i see a '6' digit infront. =/ during scents todae,realise that my mr collin more n more handsome..omg~ hehehe~ i nt paying attention to his lesson,trying hard to study microbio last min cant nt successful...as usual he drove mi n wl dwn but we still 10mins late...heng ms soh gif us extra time for the test...during the microbio test, mi n wl were like 'helping' each other...she dunoe e eukaryotic/prokaryotic n i dunoe the microscope stuff...so we ermm.. ya...todae microbio test is another disaster..but smaller scale..cus the qns want structural diff n i jus gif ani diff for the eukaryotic n prokaryotic...so in conclusion: i've SCREWED out all the 3tests this week: anatomy microbio n ytd de pathology...v v disappointed wif myself...time for mi to do reflection n wake up n be focus le!!! if this semester i see 'C' in my results...i will hate myself n disappointed my mum too lor...last sem she nt happy wif the 4 B+ n 3A le.
aft sch...yw pei mi till wlands...we both wana go c.pt de..budden separately walk cus i wan to be alone...went metro giodarno bossini OP blah~...feel like buying clothes again..but i must control la. cant find a nice wallet le....so sad. at metro...saw alot of nice nice clothes le..nvm~ tml shall pull mama dere den c wana buy or nt..
tml going back sch for half n hr jus for my VF test..damn! den i tink either i go lib study or go hm slp or go comp lab le..yeps..tv time...cyar!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT