my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Monday, January 17, 2005
2:59 AM
Ytd nite was very frustrated with my comp again...forever! wasted alot of my time on it instead of studying...haiz~ ocular anatomy i only finish 3pathetic short chapters out of 7?omg weiling bian tai de..finished liaoz..haiz! v scared of anatomy le,partly too much tings to
memorise le althou i kinda love memorizing stuff n nt really paying attention during lessons. looks the the relationship between my mum n sis is like frm bad to worse,well i also nth to comment bt sis..totally lost hope n v disappointed in her...ever since i quarrelled wif her,nv been talking to her bt aniting liaoz..feel damn alone in the family.. :'( todae morning was raininng,my mood also as gloomy as the weather lor..in class have a nice time, ivan n guan kai like keep aiming at huiyun lor..lols~ break time aft lunch,pia to lib to type the patho notes n finished. went 2nd floor of MLT1, the 4pillars also dere..gk reallie gd at entertaining..nt bad lor,tt moment reali pao kai yi qie de bu kai xing. yeps..felt better..althou nv talk,but yar that was enuff..he was preparing his speech for rwp this thr i tink... during CD,watch role play,nxt week our turn liaoz..sianz. tzesiang v funny..hahas! aft role play, was discussing bt various routes we want to take aft our diploma. degree/private practice/hospital management post/ n all this kind la..well~ realised that obtaining degree like nt much of use if i choose to stae in spore unless i choose to work in hopsital eye departments or further my careeroverseas..but that's tough! Dawn sae onli 40% can pass all those qualifications tests n wad so ever la...hmm~ so was tinking perhaps a advanced dip in optom is enuff...mebbe if possible,i willstudy another diploma,perhaps in tourism or business management ba..well~ tink so much,dun even noe can get my d.optm successfully in 3yrs. har! looking back at the 17years in my life,realised i nv achieved anyting that deserve to be mentioned..realie lor..felt like a sore loser.
haiz,feeling so shag nw..physically n mentally. SAD SADDED SADDEN SADDENING
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT