my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
8:59 AM
Im feeling damn sad nw...told mum bt my decision on quitting..i had expected wad she said la..she asked mi jus to carry on for e sake of money...n ask mi work for 3more weeks...scold mi that i cant take hardships n ask mi to stae on for e sake of e money..expected she will sae tt.. at least im glad that huiyun supports mi ... wads e use of working when u are unhappy dere? true le...5weeks of holis n im yr2 le..n yr2 definiitely is a v vv v tough yr....why cant i get enuff rest during this term break? holis are meant for resting rite? the real reason that i go n work is to escape mum nagging lor...but sigh` i reali dun wan to work le...if i sae the company dun wan mi,guess mum also dun believe..i dun wish to quarrel wif her over this...but wad can i do? i dun wish to endure all this shit lor...to tell e truth,i rather work at OJ at least its kinda fun at times n working wif frens ma thou e pay n manager is shit.......talking to xiao ya nw...he asked mi to rebel my mum but i wun do tt la...todae mi n one colleague (michael) tgt left for causewae pt lor..cus i gt alot of letters to post ma..so he help mi carried...he's surprised tt how cum i worked dere to spend my holis cus the workload is alot lor..n he told mi its nt v worth to slog for the company...n some left aft a few daes...den he pei wo walk hm lor hai! seriously i tink, holis cum n stress myself wif this workload,is it worth it? I DUN TINK SO. if its a full time permanent job,i will definitely endure la..but nw i jus part time temp only..its even worse than studying tts y i will rather study hard dne work... mf kor v cute le,he tell mi all e names of pple that he suffered under during work...haiz...tml dun feel liek reporting for work..tts easi la jus tell dem i sick lor...but dunoe wad to tell my mum... pple..can tell mi wad to do?
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT