my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
8:36 AM
This few daes...kinda bad for mi..esp ytd la...hai~ ophthalmoscope!! sian le..i cant c pple ONH le.. except weiling de...hai..failure failure failure x 100000000000. the moment i saw ling's ONH,im happy cus i see all the things susposed to see v clearly the moment i zoom in.. but tinking of i cant see others de makes mi demoralised again..im tinking tt im nt cut for aniting la, failure.. ytd koh also like v pek chek wif mi la,but wad can i do tt im dumb, but i will cont to practice hard lor...tts e only thing i can do.
Hmm~ was looking forward to end of class todae..cus meeting hy ma! haaah! so happy!! cus at least sth to look for ward to..n long time no c her le! passed her the bdae pressie...hee! we walked rds n rds in lot one..cus dunoe wad to eat ma...when we settle at kfc,realise tt the promotion over le..so in e end we went the Lets Eat Restaurant..order the set meal for 2..hee! n huiyu treated mi le..thanks oh..hugs~~ :) i saw woody at B1 todae,tt fella! smoke n dun tink he gt wash his hands thoroughly de leh,cus can smell the cigarette de wei dao de when he tt time touch my eyes. ! n huiyu makes her specs from emperor de-->woody store! haah!!! todae's last prac for intro to CL le..v dry le todae de prac..i also lazi to copy dwn the names n agents all this,so i jus spent hrs on net searching..sianz. n when chris was doing the demo of washing the lens...he so cute lo! my god...n sad to sae,todae i broke one rgp lens..haah!
ytd did rgp..eyes bit tired la...so i dun reali look forward to the fitting...chey~ chuan zi get 8 lor,he tink too much liao la,scare mi le cus all of a sudden beocme so sian...which makes mi also sian too.
i guess im reali numbed to my grades le,gd or bad i reali dun feel aniting le..unlike last yr,im quite affected by my grades but nw..i reali dun feel much unless i fail...i onli wan a PASS for everything.. enuff for mi to get thru this sem can le.
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT