my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Monday, September 12, 2005
5:50 AM
As wad sh mentioned, hai~ sometimes really feel that lao tian ye zai zhuo nong wo. but nvm~ aft hrs ytd, i finalli reali is calmed my heart dwn to study le,but den sms came n i went online. tok to ling n hy too..realised that 3 of us except dearest hy kinda fan lor, exams coming n yet distractions all this. >.< i did sth v silly n stupid last nite, i guess i more 'hiong' den my dear niece ba..reali dun care bt aniting n asked.. n aft that i reali settle my heart dwn n study. the ans i get wasnt really tt great too ba..msg him when i offline bt sth n he immed. called to clarify so i dunoe le...jus let times pass ba.
morning wasnt exactly in e mood to mug too,was freaking over my optics n clin opt prac. wake up at 8 to gif morning call...slack till 9. n todae prac, thanks for those hu gt pray for mi.i passed. n must xie xie mr lee,my axis off by 10deg n he pass mi. during optics prac,since onli 4of us, i was quite noisy lor cus too nervous liao. aftwhich clin opt, i was shivering cus damn scared la.waited for mel n sheena to finished. this time under koh..chao sway! i spent 30mins on slitlamp so everything drag lor,5.30 den left sch. koh asked alot of qns n niaoed mi alot..i kinda expected tt la..n i was tinking of failing so nv focus on wad she toking lor. but she still gif mi a pass...thanks ah.
on e wae hm~ mind was blank lor. n yuxuan was v sick lor. hai~ walked in e rain home, wonder the droplets on my face are tears or rain. tml pharmaco n optics nt reali finished mugging,but im dead tired le. so pple,wish mi luck.
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT