my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Monday, October 10, 2005
10:09 PM
2nd week of holis for nw. Last nite slp quite late n keep waking up in the middle of the night..called him ard 11+ cus really want to find someone to tok to, but miss call. Well, he was preparing stuff for his attachment e nxt dae n he called mi back at 12am.tok for 5min den i put his phone dwn le,but nevertheless kinda relieved to hear his voice lor. wanted to tell him wad happen but i jus cant said it out...so sms him bt it cus he sense sth is wrong w mi lor. he asked mi out for dinner(surprisingly) today,but i turn him dwn la. in e middle of e nite keep waking up, so todae i piggified until 12pm..jus nice when he was bt to have his lst break of e dae..went out for lunch den reach hm rot again,on phone/online/tv/slp as much n luff as i can cus tonite i can forsee WWIII breaking up in my hse..no joke.. jus nw chatted w him for a while nia, cus he need to go revise on the silent thief of vision if nt tml he get shoot qns by the doct den cham le. haah, he told mi the cases the doct shared w him todae during his attachment, interesting le. Seems like working in hospital is definitely a diff experience frm working in optical shops. N looks like no job for this week le cus ling haven received ani call yet. but nvm den we can go outing again lor. hope that i can brave tonite thru
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
+++
walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT