my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Thursday, October 13, 2005
5:30 PM
Finally,todae marks e end of runs to ttsh. its very tiring.having to put on a strong front when deep inside mi im breaking dwn find things to occupied myself to prevent my mind frm wandering off. the only times i looked forward was during his break n five thirty. ytd ling n huiyun came n visited my mum, they bought fruits n an activity bk n a pen for mi as well, very yong xing rite? thanks gers!! we had lunch tgt wif him also lor..aft tt occupy myself w e activity bk w discman n eating grapes w mum...den 5+ he came up n find mi lor..on his own accord sia. we went dwn to the grassland again lor..he left at 6+ n den i went back again. nite time my ah jiu fetched mi hm again. todae went dwn earlier to buy lunch for mum,cus hospital food is really sucky! bth! but food frm kopitiam isnt nice either. n he called mi at 12+ for lunch..on his own accord again!!! hahah! i've alr eaten le so i watched him eat lor..i told him i kinda turn off by food n he said he will get mi a bottle tt's labelled weight loss pills,but inside is weight gain pills..n even sae he gt lobang frm desmond can get it cheaper..kao! aft lunch he accompanied for a while den sis called mi cus everything settle le, time to go hm! he pei wo go find my mum n sis lor, n ask her to takkaire. well~ dun intend to tell my mum anithing bt mi n him de, guess she more or less also noe liao.but den i still bit uncertain bt it lor..bi jing .............
n my dear niece ah: wad are the things tt u realised ah? this few times read ur blog i bit confused le? wads happening ah? mus tell mi okie...
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
+++
walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT