my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Friday, June 16, 2006
10:45 PM
Today went dwn to change the dressing, the doct bluff mi say not pain, in e end its quite painful lor..more medications..5tablets at one go in e morning, must well kill mi la..also collected my histology report..hmM~ lucky its not that new to mi if not i tink i can jue shi for a wk. one week alr~ wonder how mani more wks to go b4 i can go back sch. one wk of no 'normal' food that's still a long way to go for that. hai, childhood myopia, journal, randomised clinical trials, i v scared to open my mailbox to c my teamates completed work..i jus feel so guilt n useless...perhaps in e lst place shld jus feigned everything..yi hou de shi yi hou cai da suan la..
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT