my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Thursday, August 02, 2007
11:29 PM
HaiiI! my dear jessie seeing her rainbow, whereas for mie, heavy clouds hovering above my head. last mon, being half dae wrk for mi, tinking that mr boss wont be in shop, wore sth tts bit out of company policy for attire...in e end! tue i get all the shit frm ben. but cant blame him, earlier on he's got #@&$^(% by my mr boss. get said by him by alot alot of things la..frm sales to attire to mistakes..all boils dwn to that stupid rayban! hai..aft all his sayings..i tink all the negative words to describe my feelings all struck mi. guilt sadness n wadeva shit la. sometimes im tinking...sometimes if im not a optom, or my pay isnt wad it is, perhaps u wldnt have much shit to clean up ba. i rather be a staff, jus a simple staff n not aniting else. at times how i wish the commission at northern isnt tt much, perhaps to some its reali lil la..but to mi i tink tts quite enuff alr, maybe u wont have the kind of sales stress. each dae tinking of the zar nikon pa lens. alas~ wed is my off dae. a gd nice break from wrk. but it jus dreads as nite time is here. so todae thr, first time i see my new optician - amy- within a mth, i've met 3 new comers. b4 wrk, met brandon n have a short chat w him. hai~ i must sae he's really v sway la. duno how he's wrking at vision co..esp w the tall one. anw, todae wrk my mind was drifting away to i also duno wad stuff. new promo for the mth..see until i also blur. i was literally staring at the new promo but my mind was awae. in e aftnn, annie so call highlight some of my mistakes? nt exactly too la, i jus treat wad she said as words of encouragement mian de the clouds turn more black..haa! mr boss came dwn to shop todae to see those suppliers. gt mani new frames n sunglasses coming in.! since he;s here, i msg shuhui not to step into the shop first. she brought us yakitori sticks. u noe, the sticks made mi remind of a certain someone..which makes my drifted away mind drifted off even furtther.... >.< anw~ i tink for the mth of aug, shld be no wkends off again. and since the trip has gone up into smoke, i also dun intend to have 3consecutive offs la. if ben allows, gg to exchange w annie. so wld be mon wed n thr. off daes for the mth: 1,6,8,15,17,22,27,29,30 iris!! rem our date ah! hahah!!!!!!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT
