my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Monday, March 03, 2008
11:24 PM
moving into a new mth of mar..but i guess someone still dun understand my words n i also dun understand myself. uh HmM..wo ye bu zhi dao. perhaps certain things is best to be left unsaid and noe each other's meanings in hearts can le. i also duno wad will happen shld the dae of announcement came. so many dunos, im feeling confused. i guess im only escaping and not facing the reality. i dun wish to go on another roller coaster ride again. sometimes kinda disappointed with myself la..in terms of work as well, maybe i shld really go n cultivate interest in dispensing. shame of mi to sae tt despite wrking for a yr alr. my optician told mi alot of things which kind of shocked mi. i noe the wrking society is complicated, but yet i dont really get the meaning of it until the fact slaps right hard in my face. y must there be a xiao ren in ur vinicity one le? so shucks one lo. i must really jia you ! i hope i can do that! anw for somethings happier. tis mth i catched quite alot of movies..4 movies in this short mth..so is an average of one movie/wk. the best movie among the 4 is the leap yrs. since being 29/2 my off dae..had bakuteh @ sing ming area. by pass amk which is my wrkplace area. sianz..imagine u travel to amk for wrk almost daily n off dere still in tt area, but the food is gd la. i realised oppo courts dere gt a pond with many lotus lor. aft the meal went back cwp for retail therapy. realised i must control my retail therapy althou it really helps. bought one bag n a bracelet. haa...my bracelet cost 94bucks oh! tink my mum is kinda surprised tt i act. bought it w/o much hesitation. but duno y, i fall in love w it when i see it. evening time..guess where i went? its AMK again. seriously -.-. but heng is another part of amk i went to. met yt @ amk den we walked to amk de botak jones for dinner. lucky nv walked abt aimlessly since he reckee the place b4 tt. the serving is huge. wlands also gt one b.jones too, maybe nxt time craving for it can go dere eat. catch leap yrs at amk hub aft that. i tink so far tt is e only movie that managed to activate my lacrimal glands.. whereas yt said 881 is more touching la. somehow the impression he gave mi tt dae is diff frm my opinion la. haha~ n the joke of the dae he made will definitely leave one deep impression. i nv expect the ans to be out frm a merit student ba. haha! someone was drinking vinegar when he knew i went out tt evening. wrk has been quite slack other than sun. nt a v gd sign cus meaning gt the probability of nt getting comm. even thou im still under probation, but den i also wish dey can get the comm la. i rem sun aft wrk, all of us was super tired. when i reach hm, -drained- imagine i only had my first meal at 5+ grrh! kelvin deliver food for us frm bedok. yehss! the c.kuey v nice lor. den i see him do refraction cus he having test the nxt dae. i duno is he sway or wad. keep getting those niao niao de teachers. first is the papaya yc. secondly he karna chris ng. omg. hope he can pass tis time. todae being mon..its the worst dae of e week calling CL companies. super hard time calling until i heck la..go eat some food b4 continuing. but as 11 nears, im getting gan jiong liao cus the dailies lens urgent...heng heng shikin helped mi out. phew~ thank god. call tt sales rep of mine also no use. but i must sae he is hmm~ eye candy!! =D its a super cold n blue n boring mon. sales quite bad i must sae. but collection alot! but tt attitude man who's back for his A/C. see him i sian 1/2. nvm~ still gotta eat back his contact lens. todae is the trio -mi shirley franky- wrking. we aim to finish everything ASAP. so aft wrk, went S11 for food. yehs! the chicken chop super sinful. i tink wed reali must go swimming le la. one wk plus le..im still committing blunders at wrk which i cant forgive myself. althou they are nt very serious, but im still quite fedup w myself lo. how can i allow tis shit to happen. if i tell u guys wad i've done, sure speechless lo. truely relieved tt i had my optician really help mi to clear up my mess at times. getting late le..slping time!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT
