my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Saturday, June 28, 2008
11:20 AM
My off dae is here again. but past few daes during wrk, im literally -no mood- to do anyting. tue company dinner @ ahyat seafood. not really that fantastic. but gd and super fulling dinner. the dinner was held over several reasons. annie bdae laoda n lao er promotion and for mi, but tts nt e main pt. the series of announcements was made aft the meal. tears equilibrium. was holding ying's hands n she tell mi no matter wad dun lose equilibrium. cabbed home. tt nite couldnt slp. the moment i step home, jus teared n teared. aft bath online msn w xy jie. having a heart to heart talk w her. ger, dun tink so much kies. aft tt talk to franky. hai tt time tink i still tearing. duno wad to talk too. aft tt talk to jie on phone. only managed to slp at 5am and waking up at 9+ e nxt dae. reach wrk slightly earlier so went open door first. initally wanted to slack a while first in the rx rm b4 i on e lights but gt cust. sianz each time i open door slightly earlier sure gt hiccups de. tt whole dae was doing displays n wiping specs. if not i sure KO. thr during wrk, annie nt feeling well. so andrew take over. so meaning i bao ga liao again. mi n aiying meet dao a t10 cust, get complain jiu get complain la. sianz. nite time bz. progressives ah. tian ah. i also duno wad im doing during dotting. so i jus measure my frame size n calculate e ht out. ended wrk super late w/o dinner. so andrew bought us s11 dew western for us. had our meal doing some cleaning up tidy up e jobs den hm. reach hm ard 12. sian fri i noe i can slack cus no govt. whole dae was slacking until nite time bz a while onli. my two SA all kai dan gt x lens one lo. my dear aiying shared some w mi. yehs. aftnn had a chat w laoda. ta shi cong ming de. aft tt call, ying understand how im feeling. my mood immed frm top fall rite to pit bottom. nite time worse still. ying keep asking mi nt to tink so much. like wise to her too. had jap @ s11 . angie joined us too. went out to chill aft tt. u are not stupid, im not either. sigh` gg swimming soon.
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT