my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Saturday, July 05, 2008
10:04 PM
5/7 i thot i wld drop some tears infrt of my colleagues, but at least i nv. phew~ thanks for the card and watch. its a unique card. their sweet lovely msgs. which made mi more guilty. thanks ying shimin mariania annie andrew yuting henry laoda angie. franky. somehow i feel v gan dong over wad shimin said. she said i taught her quite a bit of clinical stuff. wah! means as a senior, i nv shi bai le. at least she learnt sth during her intern at ec. tink i wld get more n more emo as im typing tis entry. alr teared much jus now. sh, i hope i nv gif u a scare. certain things i wont jot dwn since i dun wish to be reminded off. at least i feel much better aft my bath. more light hearted, but a phone call is enuff to bring mi into tears again.
definitely, i wld miss the crazy times w my two SAs..grumbles of wrk bio-ing handsomes gossiping behind cust backs. annie for helping mi to clear some of my mess i created sometimes, lucky not many. i wld nv forget on vesak dae, i told andrew i wan ramily burger in e end he came back w 4portions of roti john..his lame-ness n asking us if we wan food when in actual fact he is hungry. my senior yuting whose @ bedok most of e time. becus of tis, i tink i become more independent since im e onli optom at amk..making decisions myself. laoda as wad i said, is really laoda. only wrked w him twice. but i must sae, his words of encouragement n enlightenment. i wld sure bear wad he said in mine mind for long. angie, our so call da jie. wrk with her onli for a mth ba n she's transfered to bedok.
guess i have to get over my 'routine' alr. morny calls trainridetoamk nitecalls. but luckily the rate has been dropping slightly at times but also increasing. contradicting hor? i also duno. haha! since e dae i made my decision, i told myself everything must really come to an end. i hope i've e strong determination to do it ba. if not giving up e chance to be the ic wld be reali wasted. i wld consider crossing another hurdle in life if i get thru it rite szehui? memories meant to be kept in ur heart, but i wld not allow it to get to a halt in my life. midnite movies meetups despite offs some actions minute yet enuff to bring a smile. it will always remains as wo men zhi jian de mi mi .
7/7 new begining! finally sth tt i've been looking forward to. jia you to mi! =D
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT
