my shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
my shallow heart's
the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there
will find me
'til then i walk alone
broken dreams
a shattered heart
a lonely soul
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
6:09 PM
long time nv blogged le. quite alot of things happen. mostly are ups until sat. hhaa.
just wrote randomly whatever it came to my mind. HK trip confirmed le. so happy! finally can go travelling le. became more tanned le. there's really a difference cus ridhwan sae i look less weak. xD was sicked for last wk, recovered le, but somehow i still feel like being sicked. anw, back to this wk. mons hamin was off. left earlier but still reach hm late. 3 new medics posted in. one eye candy =) guess i wont MIA so much until i resigned. and brian nearli cant stand mi todae, cus i keep commenting bt ecniv =P so todae morning during roll call, the new boys intro themselves. wah kao eh, another future lawyer, like jamal~ since im resigning. still trying to find a medic internally to cover. cant tink of ani better solution aft discussion with john. hai. sometimes im still tinking, is it wise to take UM. seriously, feel so dampen when i heard those so nt so considerate comments. machiam making mi feel like an idiot lo. literally is idiot. but of cus pple like colin rosman marcus paul encouraged mi.
tue was py last wrking dae. quite relunctant to sign his clearance form la. he left at 2plus, which im having clinic. somehow, feeling quite sad la. i will miss him. its so weird to have breakfast w/o him todae..and journey back hm wld be different too. this few daes quite unproductive again. quite sian. haha! i cant wait to discharge my sec. appts. swim waas cancelled todae. initally vince said he taking 963, but in e end we all took 95 back to mrt. yep~ so trained all the wae back to wlands. haha. was suaning him and he was telling mi his oct stories. welL~ i cant imagine he took 963 to wrk at 6.15 where im still in bed.
somehow, i still feeling quite lousy. stupid stupid stupid.!
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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walking this empty street.
*~S+eLLa~*
20 oct 1987
sweet 19
SP DOPT